heather1
19-05-14, 20:57
Ok this is probably not right to post here. But just in genral need a rant and chat...and people to talk too....so since this time last year its been one hell of a time.
First of all my mum was diagnosed with thyroid cancer....so I went into a state of panic then a feeling off numbness.... (my step mum died of cancer in 2012)....yhe day after that I left my partner, who was mentally abusive controlling manipulative etc....I left him in the middle of thr town centre with our little girl and moved into my dads....
My ex then stated shouting abuse and harrassing my family and friends....turning up in places I was like picking daughter up from nursery.
Then june last year my grandad had a fall and a few weeks later he ended up in hospital with pneumonia and a crushed fracture in his back....he was in hospital until October last year until he came home. He is now chair and bed bound....so when he came home my grandma had carers in to help....but everything in between she done for him hoisting etc....
The abuse from ex continued and he was finally arrested and charged with stalking in November pleading not guilty.
Grandad then went back into hospital week before Christmas then came home Xmas day which was the best.
On new years day evening my dad had chest pain....not major but he went to the drs next day and an ecg showed a minor heart attack so he was sent straight to hospital where he was then told he needed a bypass. So after a few weeks in hospital he was sent to Papworth and had a triple bypass.
Then in March I had criminal court because of stalking.ex changed plea to guilty restraining order was given.
Then in April my grandma died very suddenly. I was and still am devastated....pm revealed heatt failure. But it was a total shock....we were all close and to me she wasn't the grandma I saw occasionally but I sa her and grandad every day. My grandad is now in a nursing home. Which my grandma would be pssd off about because she faught tooth ans nail to get him home.....
In between all this iv been in court once a month since August for child contact but as of last week my ex is only allowed indirect contact with his daughter. ..
But im so sorry for the essay but just wanted a rant.....at the minute my head just seems blank...there is nothing there. It also feels like my mind isnt let me think of my grandma and I camt picture her nor anything....Im trying to be the strongest I can be but I feel like im eventually just going to breakdown...like eventually its all going to hit me...
Just some kind chat would be lovely :)
First of all my mum was diagnosed with thyroid cancer....so I went into a state of panic then a feeling off numbness.... (my step mum died of cancer in 2012)....yhe day after that I left my partner, who was mentally abusive controlling manipulative etc....I left him in the middle of thr town centre with our little girl and moved into my dads....
My ex then stated shouting abuse and harrassing my family and friends....turning up in places I was like picking daughter up from nursery.
Then june last year my grandad had a fall and a few weeks later he ended up in hospital with pneumonia and a crushed fracture in his back....he was in hospital until October last year until he came home. He is now chair and bed bound....so when he came home my grandma had carers in to help....but everything in between she done for him hoisting etc....
The abuse from ex continued and he was finally arrested and charged with stalking in November pleading not guilty.
Grandad then went back into hospital week before Christmas then came home Xmas day which was the best.
On new years day evening my dad had chest pain....not major but he went to the drs next day and an ecg showed a minor heart attack so he was sent straight to hospital where he was then told he needed a bypass. So after a few weeks in hospital he was sent to Papworth and had a triple bypass.
Then in March I had criminal court because of stalking.ex changed plea to guilty restraining order was given.
Then in April my grandma died very suddenly. I was and still am devastated....pm revealed heatt failure. But it was a total shock....we were all close and to me she wasn't the grandma I saw occasionally but I sa her and grandad every day. My grandad is now in a nursing home. Which my grandma would be pssd off about because she faught tooth ans nail to get him home.....
In between all this iv been in court once a month since August for child contact but as of last week my ex is only allowed indirect contact with his daughter. ..
But im so sorry for the essay but just wanted a rant.....at the minute my head just seems blank...there is nothing there. It also feels like my mind isnt let me think of my grandma and I camt picture her nor anything....Im trying to be the strongest I can be but I feel like im eventually just going to breakdown...like eventually its all going to hit me...
Just some kind chat would be lovely :)