dally
26-05-14, 22:09
Hi
I've has bis diarrhea for 20 years.
Tried everything, and only Imodium works.
There doesn't seem to be any pattern.
Days when I'm soooo stressed.....and don't have ibs
Days when I feel good, then wham, cramps pain then diarrhoea !!
Wish I knew why?
But
Worst thing is the way I dissolve into a weeping irrational mess.
I can't think straight and the impending doom in my thoughts are terrifying!
My thoughts are so neg. and the thought of going through the rest of my life with this condition horrifies me.
The doc gave me Valium. And I do take it when I have to go somewhere if it's stressful or I'm feeling anxious,
But
When I'm in full blown panic, I struggle to take the Valium. Last night I struggled and panicked (diarrhoea , vomiting, full body shakes, sweating crying..from
10pm till around 5am. My thoughts are that if I take the Valium and it helps this major attack, them I,ll take Valium every time I panic and become addicted!
And that would be horrendous,
So I just went through HELL for Seven hours!!
And I know without doubt if I had taken a one off 6mg Valium I would've been relaxed within an hour.!.
I've has bis diarrhea for 20 years.
Tried everything, and only Imodium works.
There doesn't seem to be any pattern.
Days when I'm soooo stressed.....and don't have ibs
Days when I feel good, then wham, cramps pain then diarrhoea !!
Wish I knew why?
But
Worst thing is the way I dissolve into a weeping irrational mess.
I can't think straight and the impending doom in my thoughts are terrifying!
My thoughts are so neg. and the thought of going through the rest of my life with this condition horrifies me.
The doc gave me Valium. And I do take it when I have to go somewhere if it's stressful or I'm feeling anxious,
But
When I'm in full blown panic, I struggle to take the Valium. Last night I struggled and panicked (diarrhoea , vomiting, full body shakes, sweating crying..from
10pm till around 5am. My thoughts are that if I take the Valium and it helps this major attack, them I,ll take Valium every time I panic and become addicted!
And that would be horrendous,
So I just went through HELL for Seven hours!!
And I know without doubt if I had taken a one off 6mg Valium I would've been relaxed within an hour.!.