Shivmarie
27-05-14, 18:32
I've been so stressed out lately, my partner walked out on me when I was away for the night, I got home (left me locked out had to wait for a locksmith) and he had took everything and gone, leaving me with a house to run and 850 per month outgoings, minus shopping etc! Also started a new job at the same time which I hate, I've not been sleeping and the past few nights I've been drifting off and then waking up gasping for breath (the feeling off)
Just now though, I've randomly sat here and it feels like I can't breath, I'm ok I'm not actually gasping but it feels strange in my chest like a tightness even though I'm clearly breathing it feels like I'm not, now I'm sweating and so on, constantly gulping and that and exsessive yawning. So out of the blue. I've not been into work since last Momday I've just been holed up at home not facing the outside, despite the fact I need to earn to stay in my house. I had a chest X-ray in March which was fine, my second In a year in fact, I'm so so tired despite the fact I didn't get out of bed until almost lunchtime, sat in pjs with the blinds closed.
Eugh.
Just now though, I've randomly sat here and it feels like I can't breath, I'm ok I'm not actually gasping but it feels strange in my chest like a tightness even though I'm clearly breathing it feels like I'm not, now I'm sweating and so on, constantly gulping and that and exsessive yawning. So out of the blue. I've not been into work since last Momday I've just been holed up at home not facing the outside, despite the fact I need to earn to stay in my house. I had a chest X-ray in March which was fine, my second In a year in fact, I'm so so tired despite the fact I didn't get out of bed until almost lunchtime, sat in pjs with the blinds closed.
Eugh.