Sar89
31-05-14, 02:44
Hey well as most of you know iv been very quiet on here lately, been more of an observer rather then posting thread after thread (sertaline must be working on some level) so here's my new problem.... I have lately been having bad depressive mood swings again. Doctor upped my dosage to 100mg but been to scared to take them incase I have unpleasant side effects an been taking the rest of my 50mg. I feel really depressed, irritable an anxious again :-( ... Before I actually quit my job as I have hated it for a long time but I felt so bleak in work it gave me that push to just tell the manager I'm off an quit ! Don't know what I'm going to do now ... To be honest my mind is telling me I'm going to die soon anyway. Sure I have cervical cancer still (yes I have genuine concerns aswell not random fear ) and what's really bugging me today keep getting really sharp upper back pains that last for a few seconds then fade away like really high upper back iv never had such pains I'm so freaked out sure I'm going to die tonight of some heart attack/lung embolism/something else really bad ... Not sure what in looking for guys. Maybe some wise words