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12-12-06, 06:30
I have been feeling like crap lately..I had positional vertigo for two days out of four..I stayed in bed for about four days until its like im having to learn to walk again ..I get so weak when im out of bed but today spent most of the day out of bed.I have so many health issues..I hear my pulse around the clock and with my sinus problems it makes it even worse at times like a booming.I have a low pulse rate of about 63 most of the time unless i get up to do somthing and not sure how fast it gets.When I get up my heart beats fast and starts missing beats.We had a nurse friend came over the other night to eat and as we were sitting there my pulse was so irractic that i thought I was going to die..I have never felt it that irractic and it scared me..I have had a lot of missed beats in my life but for the last few days they have been all of the time and that night it was horrible.I mentioned it to her several times and she said everyone has missed beats..Its normal..I told her they were really bad and she checked my pulse and said it was a good beat and yes she did feel one missed beat only because I looked at her.She said that she has spent enough time around me to know with her experience that im just concentrating too much on myself.She said hearing my pulse was nothing ..she said many people hear that.. she said that my sinus problems was what was causing me dizziness and if I used a hot water bottle on them everyday that it would make them drain and I wouldnt get dizzy.I have tried this and it helps somewhat..she also said that I had a perfect pulse rate and that she envied me because of my age to have that perfect pulse.She said that change in altitude with sinus issues is mostly the cause of my problem but says that I have a little depression problems that I need to get over and my symptoms will go away.Now when I get up in the morning I get dizzy and have to sit back down on the bed for a while and then get up.The dizziness seems to go away for the most part of the day.I never had this before but never lived at this altitude before.The doctors that checked me came to the same conclusion about nothing being wrong other than stress and everything would subside after I calmed down.I even called the doctors office to ask them if the sinus would cause the dizziness and the confirmed it..I have all these medical people saying the samething why do I feel so bad?Now I worry about going out and getting dizzy or too many missed heart beats..Today my mind felt so cloudy I couldnt hardley think,but actually I have found that too is a sinus symptom..and being sensitive to light as well..so I guess its all attributed to sinus but it still scares me..I dont know what to think.I don't want to be like this the rest of my life.I want to be my old self..Could they all be wrong and there be something serious wrong?The 30 year nurse told me if she even thought for one moment that there was anything serious wrong she would tell me to go to my doctor,but she said there are no symptoms that would make her think that there could possibly be anything wrong..at all..Should I believe them all or what should I do? If I had more test I wouldn't trust that either..I just want my life back..Please reassure me..that im not crazy and that one day ill get over whatever this is?????