I'mdave27
03-06-14, 20:06
If you read this and are offended then I am sorry as that is not my intention. Let's just face it that most of us , not all , are tormented souls with disturbed minds. We are all searching for that inner peace that we so desperately want , you could almost feel it , the cure is you're mission. The cure is the next pill , the next book , the next mindfulness technique but deep down we feel there is no cure for if there was we wouldn't be able to relate to each other like we could now , through pain. I come on this site because it's the only place I feel where I can be and be accepted by most because rejection is my one true fear. At my best I'm a loving person with so much love to give I'm kind , caring as well as giving. At my worst I'm my own worst enemy I'm moody , sarcastic , narcissistic. I'm 28 years old but at times I feel like a lost little boy who just wants to be cuddled and told that everything will be fine , reassurance is my comfort. As I sit here watching the traffic go by I wonder where did I go wrong in life or where did life go wrong ? I was bullied at school always called fat which has stuck with me for life and I can't even stand shopping for clothes alone due to my fear of looking fat so I need second opinions. My minds like a clock it just goes tick tock , tick tock. 24/7