ColourODarkness
06-06-14, 23:32
My life has been VERY stressful past couple of weeks with the end of a 5 year relationship and a breast lump scare and its making me anxious about every tiny thing.
I have an ultra scan on my breasts Monday for a lump which is naturally making me nervous. I've been scared of forgetting things, so much so that when I said "yesterday"a few days back and it didn't sound right to my ears, I freaked out.
The other day I had a pain in my back and some chronic pain in my abdomen and thought I might be having gallbladder problems.
Yesterday I found an odd red mark on my arm and worried it'd be something like meningitis.
Today I had the sudden sensation of my heart beating to slow and having to take a breath and a jolt to get it up to speed (which happens often when I'm anxious... Does anyone else suffer the same thing???), and now I'm terrified I'll have an unidentified arithmia and suddenly my heart will slow to the point where I'll collapse and die.
I'm having a very hard time thinking rationally about anything and its making my life just that much more stressful :(
Any comfort would be appreciated x
I have an ultra scan on my breasts Monday for a lump which is naturally making me nervous. I've been scared of forgetting things, so much so that when I said "yesterday"a few days back and it didn't sound right to my ears, I freaked out.
The other day I had a pain in my back and some chronic pain in my abdomen and thought I might be having gallbladder problems.
Yesterday I found an odd red mark on my arm and worried it'd be something like meningitis.
Today I had the sudden sensation of my heart beating to slow and having to take a breath and a jolt to get it up to speed (which happens often when I'm anxious... Does anyone else suffer the same thing???), and now I'm terrified I'll have an unidentified arithmia and suddenly my heart will slow to the point where I'll collapse and die.
I'm having a very hard time thinking rationally about anything and its making my life just that much more stressful :(
Any comfort would be appreciated x