Soph18
08-06-14, 09:48
:weep:last night was horrible. I was having such a horrible night. My brain was exploding with negative thoughts.
i felt like at one stage my abuser was coming to get me. I thought that someone was going to go and take me away. That was scary in itself.
then i felt the urge to want to hurt myself. I have never had that urge before and I didn't know what to do.
then my brain was telling me that i don't belong here and no one cares. It was so scary. I was telling my head to shut up so i could sleep. Didn't get to sleep ti about 1.
just need someone to tell me everything will be ok and that i am wanted and that I'm loved. Not me feel like I'm unloved, unwanted, invisible :unsure:
i felt like at one stage my abuser was coming to get me. I thought that someone was going to go and take me away. That was scary in itself.
then i felt the urge to want to hurt myself. I have never had that urge before and I didn't know what to do.
then my brain was telling me that i don't belong here and no one cares. It was so scary. I was telling my head to shut up so i could sleep. Didn't get to sleep ti about 1.
just need someone to tell me everything will be ok and that i am wanted and that I'm loved. Not me feel like I'm unloved, unwanted, invisible :unsure: