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12-06-14, 23:24
Im not sure im in the right place tbh.
Have looked around the site and haven't read anything to suggest i am. But i'll try anyway.
My issue is this..
I feel my brain/mind/thoughts are separated into two. On the one hand i have deep thoughts about life. I have fleeting moments of absolute clarity where i know what the answers are and the truth is so obvious it's dazzling. Then on the other hand i dont have the intelligence to communicate the thoughts in a coherent way. No disagreement i get into ends well because my mind finds the answer to the question, it's unequivocal, i know the answer, it feels more than right. But something clouds my mind and the answer disappears and i cant communicate the answer. I stumble and fall, the answer gone in a mist of emotion, anger, sadness, disappointment. I imagine the feeling to be the same as someone with a stutter, who cannot communicate what they have in their head.
Now someone is going to say that it's a communication problem, or an educational problem but i dont feel it is. There is something in my head, my thoughts, my brain that tells me that i am right, but something is hiding the truth from me. It teases me and shows me the answer.....then cruelly takes it away from me.
Like i said. Not sure if im in the right place
Confused? I'm sure you are but try walking in my shoes.
Have looked around the site and haven't read anything to suggest i am. But i'll try anyway.
My issue is this..
I feel my brain/mind/thoughts are separated into two. On the one hand i have deep thoughts about life. I have fleeting moments of absolute clarity where i know what the answers are and the truth is so obvious it's dazzling. Then on the other hand i dont have the intelligence to communicate the thoughts in a coherent way. No disagreement i get into ends well because my mind finds the answer to the question, it's unequivocal, i know the answer, it feels more than right. But something clouds my mind and the answer disappears and i cant communicate the answer. I stumble and fall, the answer gone in a mist of emotion, anger, sadness, disappointment. I imagine the feeling to be the same as someone with a stutter, who cannot communicate what they have in their head.
Now someone is going to say that it's a communication problem, or an educational problem but i dont feel it is. There is something in my head, my thoughts, my brain that tells me that i am right, but something is hiding the truth from me. It teases me and shows me the answer.....then cruelly takes it away from me.
Like i said. Not sure if im in the right place
Confused? I'm sure you are but try walking in my shoes.