Neon
18-06-14, 14:26
Found something on me, freaked out, googled it. Turned out to be normal.
The entire time I was saying to myself do I NEED to know now? Is it hurting me NOW? What do I think it is? And I was saying back 'but it doesn't hurt to check online just to see', but it does and now I feel guilty and stupid for panicking over nothing again. :(
Is this what recoverys going to be like? Will I have more resistance each time? Will I stop beating myself up over this?
The entire time I was saying to myself do I NEED to know now? Is it hurting me NOW? What do I think it is? And I was saying back 'but it doesn't hurt to check online just to see', but it does and now I feel guilty and stupid for panicking over nothing again. :(
Is this what recoverys going to be like? Will I have more resistance each time? Will I stop beating myself up over this?