Angelai
19-06-14, 19:31
I hate myself. I am vile. And now I just had a mad fit of rage for nothing.
I had a massive go at myself in the mirror earlier today, because I am such a vile b***h. Now, this evening, I completely lost control while trying to make wraps for my son's dinner. Where does this RAGE come from???? I know I shouldn't be having a go at myself, and I've been really good since I've been seeing a therapist, but oh my... I just screamed at myself this morning :weep:
I am angry at me, I hate me, I don't know what to do with myself. Is this anxiety/depression/personality disorder? I have DID, and I have just started to recognise my different versions of me, and I've been trying to be so kind to them. But I lost it this morning :weep:
I had a massive go at myself in the mirror earlier today, because I am such a vile b***h. Now, this evening, I completely lost control while trying to make wraps for my son's dinner. Where does this RAGE come from???? I know I shouldn't be having a go at myself, and I've been really good since I've been seeing a therapist, but oh my... I just screamed at myself this morning :weep:
I am angry at me, I hate me, I don't know what to do with myself. Is this anxiety/depression/personality disorder? I have DID, and I have just started to recognise my different versions of me, and I've been trying to be so kind to them. But I lost it this morning :weep: