stay_gold
22-06-14, 19:01
Last week I had a really bad arguement with my brother who abused my sexually when we were younger.
It all started because he was basically being self absorbed confronting me with petty issues and not bothering to even listen aknowledge my side to things.
He then kept being up things and I kep shutting it down, he was provoking me and then keeping quiet so I could get more annoyed. Unfortunatly for him, I had been drinking and I hinted at the whole sexual abuse thing infront of our mother. I don't think she got it at all. I went mental and I was full of rage.
He apologised 2 days later and I thought everything was done, now he called me again and asked me why I said what I said, people were around so he didn't go into it and he said we would talk about it again another time. Really? Why bring it up after so long?! I was feeling pretty good and this has ruined everything. I really don't want to talk. I'm wondering if he forgot about all of the abuse that happened. Why is he being so self center after that, I feel like he's only focusing on how HE feels instead of actually looking at the part he had to play that day and in general.
I really need some help guys please?????????
It all started because he was basically being self absorbed confronting me with petty issues and not bothering to even listen aknowledge my side to things.
He then kept being up things and I kep shutting it down, he was provoking me and then keeping quiet so I could get more annoyed. Unfortunatly for him, I had been drinking and I hinted at the whole sexual abuse thing infront of our mother. I don't think she got it at all. I went mental and I was full of rage.
He apologised 2 days later and I thought everything was done, now he called me again and asked me why I said what I said, people were around so he didn't go into it and he said we would talk about it again another time. Really? Why bring it up after so long?! I was feeling pretty good and this has ruined everything. I really don't want to talk. I'm wondering if he forgot about all of the abuse that happened. Why is he being so self center after that, I feel like he's only focusing on how HE feels instead of actually looking at the part he had to play that day and in general.
I really need some help guys please?????????