rvoiello25
22-06-14, 23:25
i haven't been on this site for years but i feel the need to come back on here. my anxiety and o.c.d is very bad lately. i take sertraline 50mg i have been on them for years now. i feel i have improved about ten per cent. i mean the panic attacks aren't there anymore but i have the worst psychological problems and thoughts ever. this may sound weird but i will try and explain so maybe some one can help me. i have started going on facebook and i find someone who lets just say me and him or her don't like each other then i click on there pictures and then i have to check to make sure i haven't tagged anyone on them. i have to do this on repeat countless times to tell myself i haven't even though i know i haven't and i wouldn't. also i have really bad derealisation i feel spaced out all the time and sometimes i wonder if i am actually here. if anyone can help me in the slightest way i would so appreciate it. i am finding it hard to get by each day and i really don't know what to do anymore. i don't want to give up on life. i have two fantastic dogs and a family that love me. they just don't understand me but i don't understand myself anymore. x