AnxiousGirl1
25-06-14, 02:50
Right so having a really really bad time tonight.
I have health anxiety but I've been thinking back to how it all developed...
It was after I smoked weed... I had what people with me said looked like a seizure, and I thought I was dieing, I told everyone to call an ambulance, I thought my breathing was just going to stop and I thought I had to breath manually otherwise my breathing would just stop, I was pacing around being completely nuts basically and all these people who were at this party saw....
Anyway, since then I've had health anxiety and been more irrational id say because of the anxiety. A lot of people who knew me at the time and saw it happen decided to not be friends with me anymore claiming that I'd changed and worst of all, labelled me that I'd gone 'crazy'
Anyways, one of my worst worst fears would be being insane, especially not knowing I was insane and everyone else thinking I am. This may sound completely nuts but tonight I've been thinking what if I did actually go crazy after that and I just don't know it... I mean I know I def am more irrational now and have irrational thoughts. This is making me feel so anxious and I'm having constant panic tonight and would really like someone's advice or knowledge on what I've explained.
I'm really really freaking out so I'd be so happy if someone could help me :weep:
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Please can someone help, I'm panicking so much thinking about it all :(
I have health anxiety but I've been thinking back to how it all developed...
It was after I smoked weed... I had what people with me said looked like a seizure, and I thought I was dieing, I told everyone to call an ambulance, I thought my breathing was just going to stop and I thought I had to breath manually otherwise my breathing would just stop, I was pacing around being completely nuts basically and all these people who were at this party saw....
Anyway, since then I've had health anxiety and been more irrational id say because of the anxiety. A lot of people who knew me at the time and saw it happen decided to not be friends with me anymore claiming that I'd changed and worst of all, labelled me that I'd gone 'crazy'
Anyways, one of my worst worst fears would be being insane, especially not knowing I was insane and everyone else thinking I am. This may sound completely nuts but tonight I've been thinking what if I did actually go crazy after that and I just don't know it... I mean I know I def am more irrational now and have irrational thoughts. This is making me feel so anxious and I'm having constant panic tonight and would really like someone's advice or knowledge on what I've explained.
I'm really really freaking out so I'd be so happy if someone could help me :weep:
---------- Post added at 02:50 ---------- Previous post was at 02:10 ----------
Please can someone help, I'm panicking so much thinking about it all :(