Purple Butterfly
25-06-14, 15:25
Hi everyone
I'm starting to get a lot of panic attacks since losing half my income overnight a few weeks ago. I'm frantic with worry as I'm a freelancer and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope on half my salary. We are just about to buy a new, more expensive house, and I'm stressed to the limit worrying about how we're going to afford it. I'm angry with my employers who were very cold hearted about it and said they can't guarantee my future with them.
I'm crying every day at the moment and literally getting hysterical. I need to find more work but I can hardly think straight. I keep going over it all in my head and wondering why this had to happen to me. I've never earnt a great deal of money with the kind of work I do, but I'd just got to a point where I was doing ok and now I'm in real financial trouble.
I don't know how I'm going to move on and start thinking more clearly.
I'm starting to get a lot of panic attacks since losing half my income overnight a few weeks ago. I'm frantic with worry as I'm a freelancer and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope on half my salary. We are just about to buy a new, more expensive house, and I'm stressed to the limit worrying about how we're going to afford it. I'm angry with my employers who were very cold hearted about it and said they can't guarantee my future with them.
I'm crying every day at the moment and literally getting hysterical. I need to find more work but I can hardly think straight. I keep going over it all in my head and wondering why this had to happen to me. I've never earnt a great deal of money with the kind of work I do, but I'd just got to a point where I was doing ok and now I'm in real financial trouble.
I don't know how I'm going to move on and start thinking more clearly.