trish1955
28-06-14, 11:47
Another day sobbing on off for weeks I no every one thinks its down to loosing my fi e month old grandson whom I only mett twice do to my sons girl friend not speaking to me but week before he died we made up and she brought him To see me this seem to be OK a week later the little man WS dead yes I m heartbroken and verey sad as my son his in bit to and I can't help him but now I am coming g to the selfish bit I am crying because i am unhappy with my life to i am in a state of constant fear there is something wrong with me and I am going g to die this fear as been with me forty years but since Feb and the day I ended up in a&e they checked my blood pressure my heart took my blood did so e balance test and such I was fine and sent me home but the reason I went I had a sensation in my legs they felt cold and sore inside well for past week the feeling are here again and I keep tdyi g not to let my self go into full blown panic like I did that day I was so scared that day they took me to a&e I had panicked for three hours begged my son to take me to hospital I WS so afraid and I donT seem to have come back from it I am under alot of stress and if I am honest I have been for a good two years with my youngest daughter just got Her sorted bang and then its somthing elses that's 's how its been for past 14yrs since my dad died its just one thing after another like I sy suufed forty years but it WS able to cope a little now I am a mess
don't go past my garden I an so unhappy got pins and needles in my arm today scaring me
sorry about long post just needed some one To talk to xxxxxxhznkx
don't go past my garden I an so unhappy got pins and needles in my arm today scaring me
sorry about long post just needed some one To talk to xxxxxxhznkx