Gemmal
02-07-14, 18:41
So happy on hearing the news of others finding out their okay and I can't but help think I'm not going to be so lucky 😑
I know it's stupid but I can't stop my mind it really gets me down .
I've had " symptoms " of lymphoma for two years and seven months . because I dont see any other reasoning ( done think anxiety causes painful nodes with alcohol ) that it must be this !!
I know this is specific to hodgkins and Hodgkins is an aggressive disease so realistically I should be dead by now .
I seem to think I'm some sort of medical exception . Everytime I go my gp just gives me some blood tests and says she can't feel any nodes on my neck .
I need answers or some serious therapy
Please help xxx
I know it's stupid but I can't stop my mind it really gets me down .
I've had " symptoms " of lymphoma for two years and seven months . because I dont see any other reasoning ( done think anxiety causes painful nodes with alcohol ) that it must be this !!
I know this is specific to hodgkins and Hodgkins is an aggressive disease so realistically I should be dead by now .
I seem to think I'm some sort of medical exception . Everytime I go my gp just gives me some blood tests and says she can't feel any nodes on my neck .
I need answers or some serious therapy
Please help xxx