kekso
02-07-14, 22:53
First of all Greetings to all!I'm 22 years old male.About one week ago after watching a porn movie a thought came in my head what if i'm gay? I know i'm not gay since i've never been attracted to men.I tried picturing males having sex in my mind and nothing.After 2-3 days those thoughts were almost gone but they still come from time to time.The thing is that thing almost passed,but now i'm not freaked about HOCD i'm more freaked about having these thoughts for the rest of my life,you know like constant thoughts (about nothing in particular but still) I don't know if you understand me.I've read about Pure-O and i think i might have that.I was better these last 3 days,i was still thinking(i have no idea about what) it's weird i know,but even when i'm better the thoughts are still deep down inside and i know that.Today i read a lot of posts and I FREAKED OUT A LOT! I'm still freaking out as i'm writing this.Some guy said that he has been suffering for 20 years and that freaked me out a lot.I can't take this,can anyone please help me? Will these thoughts pass? Is there a way? Will it get better? I'm desperate for answers.Or could this be some type of hypochondria when you read about something on the internet and you think you have it? Also i might mention that i'm 22 and not in college,and haven't worked in 3 years.Can it be just a period from the life situation i'm currently in? Please help,i'll appreciate it a lot! Thank you.