Horrible sexual intrusive thoughts -

[emptyhorizons]

I am having horrible intrusive thoughts about my mother, mostly sexual, I am a 17 year old female and I have never had these thoughts before and I have been having them for months. I question If I have feelings for her or if I am a lesbian. I have never had a boyfriend or have been in love and these thoughts are consuming my every day life to the point it's basically all I think about and I can't get my mind of them.
I pray for the lord to help me and to save me from this evil because I feel evil, and I don't know what to do to take my mind of these thoughts.
I just need some advice or some reassurance. Thank you.
-I have been contemplating self harm and suicide

[ItShouldGetBetter]

How is everything now?
If it's still a problem this sounds like something that you should see a professional about. I personally don't think I am qualified to share advice on something like this.

All the best!