so many
09-07-14, 22:47
Okay so first off i am a 17 year old male who is claustrophobic scared of heights scared of a lot of stuff i hate being home alone , i sometimes feel like i am going crazy because of my fears, but lately my fear of being home alone has not been as bad ,but a New fear has come up Fear of bad health :(
So it first started from bad stomach pain and constipation a few month ago i went on a fiber diet for a while it went away , then recently my Grandpa has been diagnosed with ALS i feel bad for him but i was told symptoms he was having next thing you know i had weakness all over my body and twitching all over i got very scared that eventually went away but then i feared i had cancer due to white spots and black spots which might be other things, then one day my back hurt and burned after getting over a cold and i googled it and low and behold kidney infections came up next thing you know i have myself convinced i had kidney infection and tried to get to doctors but my parents said drink cranberry juice ,next thing i know my family says i am hypocondriac , and now i think i am crazy, but my latest fears are that i have glaucoma due to the fact head and eye pressure i have which might be due to the fact my wisdom teeth are coming in,but i have been very scared again of MS , And ALS , and Nerve Issues due to the fact i have weakness and tingling sometimes and pinching feeling, these symptoms developed 2 weeks after going to doctor he did a strength test and i was fine later blood tests for various things came back come to find out my Vit D was low my weakness went away for 2 weeks but then my ALS And MS and heart fear came on me my heart fear is because i experience heart fluttering and got scared but my mom has heart fluttering but another thing i have had is electrocution feeling that travels on and off through my body i have been scared so much i told my sister i didn't wanna dye and couldn't sleep in which they stayed up with me, another thing was in the middle of the night i would wake up feeling like my limbs were dying and couldn't feel the energy to move them the thing is i can lift heavy stuff still but idk , i also had appendix scare that it had popped , but sometime i am not thinking on it when i have some of these pains so am i subconsciously thinking on it? also all my things seem to loop around, i have had other things but i have said a lot already one thing tho is i feel like i am vibrating a little sometimes and that my limbs and head won't stop shaking even tho sometimes they do, also i have noticed when holding leg up or a arm out it shakes i wondered if it was normal but my mom said your body shakes a little normally.
One thing i have noticed is when i google something i get worse after reading symptoms i develop them , i have to say the symptoms to a lot of things seems to be the same, But the big question is can fear really cause a lot of symptoms ???? i have a hard time accepting that.
thank you for reading :ohmy:
So it first started from bad stomach pain and constipation a few month ago i went on a fiber diet for a while it went away , then recently my Grandpa has been diagnosed with ALS i feel bad for him but i was told symptoms he was having next thing you know i had weakness all over my body and twitching all over i got very scared that eventually went away but then i feared i had cancer due to white spots and black spots which might be other things, then one day my back hurt and burned after getting over a cold and i googled it and low and behold kidney infections came up next thing you know i have myself convinced i had kidney infection and tried to get to doctors but my parents said drink cranberry juice ,next thing i know my family says i am hypocondriac , and now i think i am crazy, but my latest fears are that i have glaucoma due to the fact head and eye pressure i have which might be due to the fact my wisdom teeth are coming in,but i have been very scared again of MS , And ALS , and Nerve Issues due to the fact i have weakness and tingling sometimes and pinching feeling, these symptoms developed 2 weeks after going to doctor he did a strength test and i was fine later blood tests for various things came back come to find out my Vit D was low my weakness went away for 2 weeks but then my ALS And MS and heart fear came on me my heart fear is because i experience heart fluttering and got scared but my mom has heart fluttering but another thing i have had is electrocution feeling that travels on and off through my body i have been scared so much i told my sister i didn't wanna dye and couldn't sleep in which they stayed up with me, another thing was in the middle of the night i would wake up feeling like my limbs were dying and couldn't feel the energy to move them the thing is i can lift heavy stuff still but idk , i also had appendix scare that it had popped , but sometime i am not thinking on it when i have some of these pains so am i subconsciously thinking on it? also all my things seem to loop around, i have had other things but i have said a lot already one thing tho is i feel like i am vibrating a little sometimes and that my limbs and head won't stop shaking even tho sometimes they do, also i have noticed when holding leg up or a arm out it shakes i wondered if it was normal but my mom said your body shakes a little normally.
One thing i have noticed is when i google something i get worse after reading symptoms i develop them , i have to say the symptoms to a lot of things seems to be the same, But the big question is can fear really cause a lot of symptoms ???? i have a hard time accepting that.
thank you for reading :ohmy: