peter245
14-07-14, 10:41
its been a while sine my last posts.. if you wanna know about me look at my questions. i'll try to make a long story short
so i turned 16, 3 weeks ago! i have had anxiety for 3 years now untreated it was severe but i grew out of most and now its mild/moderate
i wanna drop out of school. every single day i'm drained with stress
''What if'' ''Omg i'm gonna die'' ''someone in my family will die''
these mostly occur at school now like i said my anxiety at home is better
these come with strong symptom's nausea literally feel like i'm gonna puke, sadness,mood swings, tension, lust after sadness which may be due to hormones just specifying. not sleeping long, i also have some social phobia but its ok at school. does not correlate with my (GAD) i always tell my mum always. but now my bothers think its used as an excuse that i'm just ''fat ''lazy
school is not for me....!!! i roughly get 70 days a year, I Can't go school the anxiety and worry is too high!! when i'm home i'm focusing on hobbies sure i get a little isolated but i still feel healthy!! i feel as if i'm 16 i'm nearly 18 car soon and starting to live life!! i am pretty mature in physchlogy. i just want some advice!! i been to the doctors but i quit going.. how do i leave school my mum won't listen she just wants me to attend for her money. nothing else if i say i wanna go tomy dads she won't care and let me sleep over. so why should i go school?? i came here for help. advice? thanks.
so i turned 16, 3 weeks ago! i have had anxiety for 3 years now untreated it was severe but i grew out of most and now its mild/moderate
i wanna drop out of school. every single day i'm drained with stress
''What if'' ''Omg i'm gonna die'' ''someone in my family will die''
these mostly occur at school now like i said my anxiety at home is better
these come with strong symptom's nausea literally feel like i'm gonna puke, sadness,mood swings, tension, lust after sadness which may be due to hormones just specifying. not sleeping long, i also have some social phobia but its ok at school. does not correlate with my (GAD) i always tell my mum always. but now my bothers think its used as an excuse that i'm just ''fat ''lazy
school is not for me....!!! i roughly get 70 days a year, I Can't go school the anxiety and worry is too high!! when i'm home i'm focusing on hobbies sure i get a little isolated but i still feel healthy!! i feel as if i'm 16 i'm nearly 18 car soon and starting to live life!! i am pretty mature in physchlogy. i just want some advice!! i been to the doctors but i quit going.. how do i leave school my mum won't listen she just wants me to attend for her money. nothing else if i say i wanna go tomy dads she won't care and let me sleep over. so why should i go school?? i came here for help. advice? thanks.