SerendipityFlower
14-07-14, 17:00
Hey Everyone,
If you have had the chance to read my previous post you will know how worried i have been about HIV AND STI infections,its where my health anxiety seems to be focused right now and i realize im going through lots of emotional turmoil right now :(
I summoned up the courage to go to the clinic this morning,the doctor was ok but not the nicest,probably because i sound ridiculous in my concerns :(( The nurse was lovely but as we were chatting i thought what if im distracting her and she doesn't take the swabs correctly or mixes my clinic number up and i get the wrong results (big fear that one)
Anyway she couldn't get blood and it spurted everywhere but then she got a tiny bit but i panicked inside thinking it wasn't enough,luckily she got another nurse to take another sample.Then the label with my DOB had rubbed off so they were getting other labels and i kept trying to check the label was correct with the right number,but it was hard, so now im stressing over that.
The swab was seriously painful,the most painful ive had i think for a long time,maybe because the muscles are so tense :((
Now i have to wait a week to receive a text with results,im soooooooo scared, i even worry they have the right number,you either get a text saying all your results are negative or you need to ring the clinic,if i get the latter i think ill die ;(((((((( Any thoughts would be so appreciated i cant tell you xxxxxxxxx :noangel:
If you have had the chance to read my previous post you will know how worried i have been about HIV AND STI infections,its where my health anxiety seems to be focused right now and i realize im going through lots of emotional turmoil right now :(
I summoned up the courage to go to the clinic this morning,the doctor was ok but not the nicest,probably because i sound ridiculous in my concerns :(( The nurse was lovely but as we were chatting i thought what if im distracting her and she doesn't take the swabs correctly or mixes my clinic number up and i get the wrong results (big fear that one)
Anyway she couldn't get blood and it spurted everywhere but then she got a tiny bit but i panicked inside thinking it wasn't enough,luckily she got another nurse to take another sample.Then the label with my DOB had rubbed off so they were getting other labels and i kept trying to check the label was correct with the right number,but it was hard, so now im stressing over that.
The swab was seriously painful,the most painful ive had i think for a long time,maybe because the muscles are so tense :((
Now i have to wait a week to receive a text with results,im soooooooo scared, i even worry they have the right number,you either get a text saying all your results are negative or you need to ring the clinic,if i get the latter i think ill die ;(((((((( Any thoughts would be so appreciated i cant tell you xxxxxxxxx :noangel: