natty
17-12-06, 18:19
Hi
something happened earlier this evening and im wondering if i did the right thing.
ok i took my dog out for a walk it was getting dark and i dont usually do this but im trying to beat my phobias and leave the house more often , the park is real close to the house so its the nearest place to go , any ways the whole trip went well and i was out of the house for half an hour .
when i get back i notice that my daughter is really quiet so i said to hubby is she upstairs and he says yes but she wanted to go to the park but i told her to ask you when you came back , well i said no to hubby that she could nt go cos it was dark .
well an hour later its still really quiet up there , i spent all the time convincing myself that she must be watching tv, reading or playing with her dolls but in the end i couldnt bear it any more so i asked hubby to check and she had gone out .
i hit the roof, i was so mad . i was shaking inside , i called her onher mobile and she came home. she wasnt on the park but at her freinds house who lives about 4 doors down.
i yelled at her telling her off cos she shouldnt leave the house before asking or if shes been told no .
i sent her to her room , i didnt smack her or anything but really i just wanted to cuddle her and cry.
now for saome reason i feel like i let the panic and anxiety dictate what i said to her and how i handled it , but im not sure .
i think i was reasonable shes only 10 she shouldnt leave with out permission , thats reasonable to ask isnt it ?
what would you all do ? what should i do now ? shes still up there im scared ill burst into tears as soon as i see her.
bb natty
something happened earlier this evening and im wondering if i did the right thing.
ok i took my dog out for a walk it was getting dark and i dont usually do this but im trying to beat my phobias and leave the house more often , the park is real close to the house so its the nearest place to go , any ways the whole trip went well and i was out of the house for half an hour .
when i get back i notice that my daughter is really quiet so i said to hubby is she upstairs and he says yes but she wanted to go to the park but i told her to ask you when you came back , well i said no to hubby that she could nt go cos it was dark .
well an hour later its still really quiet up there , i spent all the time convincing myself that she must be watching tv, reading or playing with her dolls but in the end i couldnt bear it any more so i asked hubby to check and she had gone out .
i hit the roof, i was so mad . i was shaking inside , i called her onher mobile and she came home. she wasnt on the park but at her freinds house who lives about 4 doors down.
i yelled at her telling her off cos she shouldnt leave the house before asking or if shes been told no .
i sent her to her room , i didnt smack her or anything but really i just wanted to cuddle her and cry.
now for saome reason i feel like i let the panic and anxiety dictate what i said to her and how i handled it , but im not sure .
i think i was reasonable shes only 10 she shouldnt leave with out permission , thats reasonable to ask isnt it ?
what would you all do ? what should i do now ? shes still up there im scared ill burst into tears as soon as i see her.
bb natty