I feel a let down

[spuder]

My daughter has a play tonight to celebrate her leaving school and I can't go and watch her cause of this stupid anxiety so my mum went last night but I had a chance to see it tonight sum freinds can't go and offered the ticket to me I said no. I feel like I am letting my daughter down I just hate loads if people crammed into a tiny hall. I feel like they r watching me and laughing at my weight. I hate this anxiety I have a docs apps tomorrow so will mention it. I just hope the docs can help me can't live like this

[Magic]

Hi spuder,
Does your daughter understand about being in crowded rooms?
I don't like crowded rooms either.
I do hope your doctor can help with this.
What's wrong with your weight anyway?
Is your weight causing your anxiety?
Would like to know how you get on tomorrow spuder.:hugs:

[spuder]

No she don't understand magic thanks for replying hun. I am very overweight hun and I dunno if that causes my anxiety i use food as a comfort when I am depressed. I will let u know how u get on thanks again

[aprilmoon]

Hi spuder
Just a thought, but could you stand at the back near the door and watch from there?
I used to get panicky in boiling hot school halls when I used to watch my children in things when they were younger.
If you're near the door you may feel calmer.:)

[spuder]

It's too late now it's nearly over my mums gone again

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Sorry I should of said thanks for your reply April moon. God I hate this anxiety gets me so down

[Deepthinker]

aw, hang in there, spuder. :hugs: there will be other opportunities and i am sure your daughter knows you love her. don't beat yourself up. aprilmoon's suggestion is a good one. hope your doc appt goes well and i, too, would love to hear how you get on.

[spuder]

Thanks deep thinker I will let u all know how I get on

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Can I ask u all what the doc will prescribe for my anxiety

[spuder]

Been the docs he has increased my cipralax to 10mg

[Deepthinker]

Ok, spuder, hope the 10mg work out for you. :)

[spuder]

Thanks deep thinker so do I he said takes 2 to 3 weeks to kick in but should work p

[Magic]

GOOD LUCK spuder xx

[spuder]

Thanks magic