lilu
18-07-14, 23:02
hi,, Ok I've been following these forums for ages and never contributed, but every time there's been some crazy thought rattling round my head, I've haunted these forums in stealth mode and found peace of mind... I used to write to clear my head, and haven't for years, but hey, for some reason I got inspired today (and brave lol)... so I wanted to share this with people who may actually understand it... I hope that's ok xxx
Eyes shine bright, Skin is flushed,
Heart beats wildly, frantic rush.
Finger drum, knees will tremble,
Moistened skin begins to tingle...
Evidently people out there cannot grasp the feeling
That gravity is failing whilst the mind is fast unreeling.
The world is turned upon its head
whilst trying to stand tall
Electric surges blast your veins
but outwardly you cannot fall.
The worst could happen; let it be,
"Let God throw all he can at me"
If I should fall, loose consciousness
"at least when I wake, I'm over this mess."
Clammy palms, racing heart,
no place to go, nowhere to dart,
Without a tiger, who would run?
And from yourself? It can't be done!
Breath in for 4, and out for 8
keep conscious or you could be late,
Let no one know, tell not a soul.
Survive this moment, that's the goal.
Pulse starts to slow; in 4, out 8
In front of me, the office gates,
in public eye, I will not fall,
get in the doors, then loose it all.
Why do I cry? I am not sad,
I'm bloody furious, raging mad.
Another morning lost to fear
of mortal dangers that simply aren't here.
Then happy me again reborn,
she smiles she laughs, inside shes torn.
Evidently people out there cannot grasp the feeling
That gravity is failing whilst the mind is fast unreeling.
Clearly what they really see
In eyes that shine and cheeks all flushed
is hyper happy boisterous me.
But enthusiasm? Nope. Adrenaline rush!
thanks for reading xxx
Eyes shine bright, Skin is flushed,
Heart beats wildly, frantic rush.
Finger drum, knees will tremble,
Moistened skin begins to tingle...
Evidently people out there cannot grasp the feeling
That gravity is failing whilst the mind is fast unreeling.
The world is turned upon its head
whilst trying to stand tall
Electric surges blast your veins
but outwardly you cannot fall.
The worst could happen; let it be,
"Let God throw all he can at me"
If I should fall, loose consciousness
"at least when I wake, I'm over this mess."
Clammy palms, racing heart,
no place to go, nowhere to dart,
Without a tiger, who would run?
And from yourself? It can't be done!
Breath in for 4, and out for 8
keep conscious or you could be late,
Let no one know, tell not a soul.
Survive this moment, that's the goal.
Pulse starts to slow; in 4, out 8
In front of me, the office gates,
in public eye, I will not fall,
get in the doors, then loose it all.
Why do I cry? I am not sad,
I'm bloody furious, raging mad.
Another morning lost to fear
of mortal dangers that simply aren't here.
Then happy me again reborn,
she smiles she laughs, inside shes torn.
Evidently people out there cannot grasp the feeling
That gravity is failing whilst the mind is fast unreeling.
Clearly what they really see
In eyes that shine and cheeks all flushed
is hyper happy boisterous me.
But enthusiasm? Nope. Adrenaline rush!
thanks for reading xxx