Having a horrific Pure O Attack

[Unluckyengland]

In a Nutshell(I'm in my thirty's) for the first time in many years i had a look on a online adult erotic literature(fiction) site i used to read the stories on(ok my section is the lesbian section!) and i was reading the story which involved all manners of adult lesbian stuff and near the end the story involved a teenager about 14/15(it was one of these ages that was mentioned in the story) in a consensual positiion with one of the characters in the story and as soon as it came on that i hit the "back" button in a flash and started shaking and remembered it was one of the stories i had read years before and acted the same way, and i started saying to my self "oh no way no no no, iam not a pevert, these people are vile, these are evil *******s).

How Pure o is this??. have i done anything wrong?.

I'm in a bad way, can anyone help??.

[Lucinda07]

You have done nothing wrong.
There was no indication that a 15 yr old teenager was involved until the end of the story & you immediately stopped reading. It is only a story not fact.

[Unluckyengland]

You have done nothing wrong.
There was no indication that a 15 yr old teenager was involved until the end of the story & you immediately stopped reading. It is only a story not fact.

Thank you, feeling a a bit better today, mostly on THAT site it's well from the vast majority of the stories i have read on their are well how can i put it?...

"Normal Adult Lesbian Fun"

Their have been stories where i have been readng about mother and 13/14/15 yr old daughter being involved in a story(NOT in THAT way together:mad:) then when reading the story as it goes on where both at separate times it's they get involved with adults in consensual matters it's "back button" . And pure o time:weep:.

As you told me i should remember this

" It is only a story".


I cant even watch Normal Legit Adult porn movies as even they now trigger my pure O.

[spuder]

Nothing wrong with reading erotica it's healthy and also if meds r stopping u getting aroused this does help I have erotica books and toys. :whistles: lol

[Unluckyengland]

I find this very sad indeed about myself


I cant even watch Normal Legit Adult porn movies as even they now trigger my pure O

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Nothing wrong with reading erotica it's healthy and also if meds r stopping u getting aroused this does help I have erotica books and toys. :whistles: lol


LOL.

What you think of my post then?.

[spuder]

I find this very sad indeed about myself


I cant even watch Normal Legit Adult porn movies as even they now trigger my pure O

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LOL.

What you think of my post then?.

Don't know what u mean

[Unluckyengland]

I mean, what i said in my OP.

[spuder]

What's an op

[Unluckyengland]

Sorry, i mean my original/first post in this thread.

[spuder]

I dunno what I think Hun

[Unluckyengland]

Nothing wrong with reading erotica it's healthy and also if meds r stopping u getting aroused this does help I have erotica books and toys. :whistles: lol


I'm confused,:huh: as you said this?.

[Unluckyengland]

http://www.ocdonline.com/#!thinking-the-unthinkable/c1arh

This does an excellent job explaining PURE O .

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When i worked in a job years ago, i used be late a fair bit as i couldnt leave the house till i had did something in a very rigid way(ritual) like look at a certain bit on the carpet and count to a certain number, scary. i used to think as ipassed cars i had spit on them and it became my reality. very scary.