happy1
18-12-06, 13:23
My panic and deppression has always been at the same level.Until summer this year I started to feel really frustrated inside.I would get randomly angry at people close to me.Like my husband.I would get thoughts about hes doing something bad against me.Talking about me and laughing behind my back.And not liking me really hes just pretending.
I keep feeling that something bad will happen,if I dont do my best to be pleasing to people.When my husband said my hair with a parting doesnt suit me.I got really worried and now I am to afraid to have my hair with one.I feel like I will upset people.I also need to say sorry even when I get told I dont need to say sorry over everthing.I feel I have to so then my hubby will be nice to me.I dont even mean sorry most the time its like a habit.I cant trust anyone because I just cant get hurt again.This was hard to explane to my consultant.I dont think he understood what I was saying.I am frighterned about feeling this way and feel alone.
Does anyone know what is happening to me.
bye kat[:I]
I keep feeling that something bad will happen,if I dont do my best to be pleasing to people.When my husband said my hair with a parting doesnt suit me.I got really worried and now I am to afraid to have my hair with one.I feel like I will upset people.I also need to say sorry even when I get told I dont need to say sorry over everthing.I feel I have to so then my hubby will be nice to me.I dont even mean sorry most the time its like a habit.I cant trust anyone because I just cant get hurt again.This was hard to explane to my consultant.I dont think he understood what I was saying.I am frighterned about feeling this way and feel alone.
Does anyone know what is happening to me.
bye kat[:I]