Wintear
19-07-14, 09:59
I woke up 45 minutes ago from a foggy dream in which my heart was beating so hard and frantically. I woke up swinging my arms up into the air for some reason. When I jolted awake, my heart was beating even faster and harder and there was this terribly uncomfortable tightness in my chest accompanying it. I felt like I couldn't breathe properly (like I was being choked by some invisible force) so I started hyperventilating. This caused my whole body to tense up and shake violently/uncontrollably. I thought my heart was going to come right out of my chest or stop beating altogether. I got really cold and clammy with sweaty palms, yet my legs were under the covers still and they both felt like they were on fire...
I resorted to deep breathing exercises almost immediately but that was a rather difficult thing to do considering the state my body was in. It took a half hour or so for my heart rate to stabilize after several attempts to calm myself down. Then another 40 minutes or so to stop the shaking/hot flashes/racing thoughts.
I'm left feeling very drained of energy and "numb" to reality. I'm still anxious. I refer to this as the aftershock. That was one of the worst episodes I've ever had in my entire 12+ years of suffering from panic attacks/generalized anxiety. I've NEVER been that scared for my life - ever. The last attack that overwhelmed me that much took place a little over a year ago.
This one hit me abruptly, out of a dead sleep. I'm guessing that's what made it even worse and more grueling?
(I've been under heaps of stress lately regarding my physical health and emotional/psychological wellbeing. My uncle whom I looked up to as a father figure and was VERY close with passed away this past March and it's been hell ever since..)
Additional details :
I'm 20 years old
Male
Smoked marijuana for a year and a half, then off/on, now no more at all.
Rarely have I ever drank
Have never done any kind of drug
My current sleep pattern is messed up (sleep all day until 7-9pm and stay up all night)
Not eating much as some foods make me anxious
I have untreated acid reflux
Any similar stories/experiences? Advice/suggestions? Anything would be greatly appreciated.... I'm still so scared >.< I probably won't be going back to sleep.
I resorted to deep breathing exercises almost immediately but that was a rather difficult thing to do considering the state my body was in. It took a half hour or so for my heart rate to stabilize after several attempts to calm myself down. Then another 40 minutes or so to stop the shaking/hot flashes/racing thoughts.
I'm left feeling very drained of energy and "numb" to reality. I'm still anxious. I refer to this as the aftershock. That was one of the worst episodes I've ever had in my entire 12+ years of suffering from panic attacks/generalized anxiety. I've NEVER been that scared for my life - ever. The last attack that overwhelmed me that much took place a little over a year ago.
This one hit me abruptly, out of a dead sleep. I'm guessing that's what made it even worse and more grueling?
(I've been under heaps of stress lately regarding my physical health and emotional/psychological wellbeing. My uncle whom I looked up to as a father figure and was VERY close with passed away this past March and it's been hell ever since..)
Additional details :
I'm 20 years old
Male
Smoked marijuana for a year and a half, then off/on, now no more at all.
Rarely have I ever drank
Have never done any kind of drug
My current sleep pattern is messed up (sleep all day until 7-9pm and stay up all night)
Not eating much as some foods make me anxious
I have untreated acid reflux
Any similar stories/experiences? Advice/suggestions? Anything would be greatly appreciated.... I'm still so scared >.< I probably won't be going back to sleep.