mramigolol
21-07-14, 23:21
Hey what up guys. I just wanted to share my experience with you. I think is good to know that there are people like you fighting against this sh*t.
So here we go.
I'm a 18 year old student. I used to have social anxiety(get nervous. Specially talking to good looking girls, Sweat a lot, shy Etc) so i was with some friends and they offered me marijuana. I accepted and take a little blunt for the first time in my life (friend told me it was less than a gram on it) I was smoking it in a park, probably I took 2 hits and then I saw one police and eat the weed raw lol, stupid I know, it felt good, I arrived at home 3 hours later and everything was pretty normal, so i had lunch because i was pretty hungry and after i finished eating I remember I was watching a soccer game with my father but suddenly I felt like I was going to faint, my head was shaking, i felt pressure on my eyes and ears, my jaw was numb, i got so scared, I told my friend by facebook what was happening to me and he said that i was having a bad trip, so I think it would go away if I started to do exercise, so I ran as fast as I could and i felt so light that I thought I was flying lol, so scary. I felt so bad that i threw up to feel better, and took a cold shower, that was the day I smoked, i thought that it would go away the following day but the following day i realised i wasn't feeling the same.
The first week I felt bad that i couldn't go to school, I was always in my room, I didn't leave it i tried to relax but thoughts of have anxiety and live the way I was feeling were terrible to me, I didn't want to eat, I had trouble sleeping, my hands and legs were numb while sleeping etc.
My second week
I went to see the doctor, mom and I always have trust in him, it was homeopathy but I startet to feel a little bit better now i could go to school,
But when I left home thinking I was a 80 percent recovered I felt bad because outside didn't felt the same, everything looked different, and I noticed that everyday there was an attack on me that made me feel even disconnected than i felt but it calmed down, i continued having trouble sleeping but I always slept 7 hours.. I started noticing my eyes were kind of tired.
Third week.
This week I felt better, but I started worrying about my eyes, I started to see a lot of floaters and I began searching, so I knew that floaters were symptoms of possibly blindness.. this was hard I started worrying more, so I went to the eye doctor and got an examination, she told me everything was alright but i had a slight vitreous detachment or something like that due to severe stress or lift heavy weights ( i love weighlifting and had gone to the gym constantly for a year and I also love nutrition but in fact that didn't caused me the floaters, i think the stress about my bad trip did. She told me to use prednisone but i started searching again and i found that prednisone could have side effects such as glaucona and this can lead to blindness.. so i was scared of taking the medicine, i fact I didnt take it, I decided to wait for a week to see if my eye tiredness and floaters go away but i felt slightly worse
Fourth week
At this time I told the eye doctor thatvi didnt take the eye drops because fear and everything, and i told her that ive had changes in vision the last night (i got a little bit scared too) I was seeing halos around lights and had blurred vision for moments after i blinked it would go away but i was sure i was focusing a lot on my sight, so i knew that was a kind of anxiety, my eyes stil felt like they had something inside of them, so de doctor told me that i was panicking, that I had dry eyes and prescribed me some artificial tears.
5th week (NOW)
I feel better, but the idea about my eyes doesn't go i feel like i need to look for a second opinion, my eyes felt better now, they aren't tired, i didnt see blurry anymore but sometimes i keep worrying, sometimes i felt like little flashes which i really dont know if they are real or im just imagining them, i think im a little paranoid, u havent seen a flash but sometimes i feel like i have lol, i know this is freaky.
But now I can sleep 8 hours without problem but maybe i wake up slightly worry for noments but im resting, I can manage my worries and I can eat much better, Numbness is going away, but my only worries are that Im still feeling strange and sometimes i get discomfort in my head when I lie down in bed while watching t.v
I dont want to take medication because id love to beat it myself and also i fear the withdrawals of medicines
How you see it
Hope all if us get better.
God bless you
My thit
So here we go.
I'm a 18 year old student. I used to have social anxiety(get nervous. Specially talking to good looking girls, Sweat a lot, shy Etc) so i was with some friends and they offered me marijuana. I accepted and take a little blunt for the first time in my life (friend told me it was less than a gram on it) I was smoking it in a park, probably I took 2 hits and then I saw one police and eat the weed raw lol, stupid I know, it felt good, I arrived at home 3 hours later and everything was pretty normal, so i had lunch because i was pretty hungry and after i finished eating I remember I was watching a soccer game with my father but suddenly I felt like I was going to faint, my head was shaking, i felt pressure on my eyes and ears, my jaw was numb, i got so scared, I told my friend by facebook what was happening to me and he said that i was having a bad trip, so I think it would go away if I started to do exercise, so I ran as fast as I could and i felt so light that I thought I was flying lol, so scary. I felt so bad that i threw up to feel better, and took a cold shower, that was the day I smoked, i thought that it would go away the following day but the following day i realised i wasn't feeling the same.
The first week I felt bad that i couldn't go to school, I was always in my room, I didn't leave it i tried to relax but thoughts of have anxiety and live the way I was feeling were terrible to me, I didn't want to eat, I had trouble sleeping, my hands and legs were numb while sleeping etc.
My second week
I went to see the doctor, mom and I always have trust in him, it was homeopathy but I startet to feel a little bit better now i could go to school,
But when I left home thinking I was a 80 percent recovered I felt bad because outside didn't felt the same, everything looked different, and I noticed that everyday there was an attack on me that made me feel even disconnected than i felt but it calmed down, i continued having trouble sleeping but I always slept 7 hours.. I started noticing my eyes were kind of tired.
Third week.
This week I felt better, but I started worrying about my eyes, I started to see a lot of floaters and I began searching, so I knew that floaters were symptoms of possibly blindness.. this was hard I started worrying more, so I went to the eye doctor and got an examination, she told me everything was alright but i had a slight vitreous detachment or something like that due to severe stress or lift heavy weights ( i love weighlifting and had gone to the gym constantly for a year and I also love nutrition but in fact that didn't caused me the floaters, i think the stress about my bad trip did. She told me to use prednisone but i started searching again and i found that prednisone could have side effects such as glaucona and this can lead to blindness.. so i was scared of taking the medicine, i fact I didnt take it, I decided to wait for a week to see if my eye tiredness and floaters go away but i felt slightly worse
Fourth week
At this time I told the eye doctor thatvi didnt take the eye drops because fear and everything, and i told her that ive had changes in vision the last night (i got a little bit scared too) I was seeing halos around lights and had blurred vision for moments after i blinked it would go away but i was sure i was focusing a lot on my sight, so i knew that was a kind of anxiety, my eyes stil felt like they had something inside of them, so de doctor told me that i was panicking, that I had dry eyes and prescribed me some artificial tears.
5th week (NOW)
I feel better, but the idea about my eyes doesn't go i feel like i need to look for a second opinion, my eyes felt better now, they aren't tired, i didnt see blurry anymore but sometimes i keep worrying, sometimes i felt like little flashes which i really dont know if they are real or im just imagining them, i think im a little paranoid, u havent seen a flash but sometimes i feel like i have lol, i know this is freaky.
But now I can sleep 8 hours without problem but maybe i wake up slightly worry for noments but im resting, I can manage my worries and I can eat much better, Numbness is going away, but my only worries are that Im still feeling strange and sometimes i get discomfort in my head when I lie down in bed while watching t.v
I dont want to take medication because id love to beat it myself and also i fear the withdrawals of medicines
How you see it
Hope all if us get better.
God bless you
My thit