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As the title says, I lost all hope in life. My current way of thinking Is that I will die young so there is no reason I should plan for the future. I am constantly thinking I will loose my wife or kids to illness and this makes me even more sad. I also lost my faith. So I am completely alone.
Then there is this strange feeling\ache in my little toe, which I am concluding to be a nasty cancer or als. Even my friends at work are starting to question what is wrong with me.
Besides feeling like a looser, I also feel I am ruining my family's life.
I am so lost.
Hello dear im also feeling as u. I am a previous drug addictor and now after leave up drugs i have health problems and no money to improve my health.
Its unlikely you will die young and you need to plan for the future to support your family. Why should your wife & kids die of some illness - just gloomy thoughts. They're stronger than you think they are!
If you have toe pain it could be something simple like arthritis, eating too many acidy foods, even your nails/shoes could cause problems.
Why not see a doc/chiropodist & get it checked out. Maybe you knocked your toe & fractured it!
My faith is also weak, but I think you are just depressed.
I hope you find a way of becoming more hopeful & positive.
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Post Script: Your wife/kids are stronger than you think they are - not the gloomy thoughts!!
Thanks Lucinda. And paul I wish you find help and solace for your situation.
Everyone around me is getting back/spinal cancer and my back is aching and I have what seems like sciatica which could be an Indication of back cancer. I am also convinced that my toe is aching/feeling strange due to back cancer.
In ur case i think ur narve coming through back to ur toe is may be press by any couse its not cancer as i think.
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Please massage ur back with any painrelief cream or warm salt water on it if u can.
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