Fj2014
28-07-14, 19:11
Heyyy!
I'm just looking for some advice and reassurance.. I have no symptoms but I'm petrified I'm going to get ill and die!
I've been to the doctors 4 times over the past 6 weeks, has 5 lots of bloods done, hiv test, a renal/pelvic scan, breast exam and two trips to a&e - they've not found anything despite me suffering stomach and back pain!
My last bloods were "great" according to my doctor but now I'm scared I have bone, oral or cervical cancer even though I know something would have been dodgy with my bloods, urine, stools or scans!
I should be so happy with my results but I just want to cry and hide away.. I keep thinking about how upset my family would be if I got I'll and I don't want to be too nice incase it gives 'god a reason to take me away' - I'm not even religious!
I'm working in cbt but I feel like I'm going crazy!
Does anyone else have these awful thoughts?
I miss being happy! Xxx
I'm just looking for some advice and reassurance.. I have no symptoms but I'm petrified I'm going to get ill and die!
I've been to the doctors 4 times over the past 6 weeks, has 5 lots of bloods done, hiv test, a renal/pelvic scan, breast exam and two trips to a&e - they've not found anything despite me suffering stomach and back pain!
My last bloods were "great" according to my doctor but now I'm scared I have bone, oral or cervical cancer even though I know something would have been dodgy with my bloods, urine, stools or scans!
I should be so happy with my results but I just want to cry and hide away.. I keep thinking about how upset my family would be if I got I'll and I don't want to be too nice incase it gives 'god a reason to take me away' - I'm not even religious!
I'm working in cbt but I feel like I'm going crazy!
Does anyone else have these awful thoughts?
I miss being happy! Xxx