little kyle
11-08-14, 08:31
Hello People
Sorry to be a pain but i keep having thoughts images of taking tablets (overdosing) well i presume that's what the images are about.
Thing is obviously there causing me some great concern as i keep thinking that if the images are there i will act on them when i don't want to i love my life as i have accepted it could be worse i could be in a wheel chair no offence ment
But know when i'm eating for example when i eaten chocolate as i felt peckish after eating it all i had the thought/image i had eaten something else and its always revolving around tablets......
and its the same if i drink out of bottles coca cola if i feel as if i have swallowed something while i have been drinking i start having horrible thoughts again revolving round tablets
i cant open drink cans fully as i feel the gap will be small so i don't have to worry
and i will say i have always been scared of tablets and antibiotic
And if i have the thoughts and cant remember what i was doing before hand again it will cause me to panic and my mind set will be: have i/ what if
please someone give me the ladder to get out this ditch i'm in
---------- Post added at 08:31 ---------- Previous post was at 08:25 ----------
Forgot to mention i have also got my family to move tablets somewhere else out of sight that's how much its affecting me
Sorry to be a pain but i keep having thoughts images of taking tablets (overdosing) well i presume that's what the images are about.
Thing is obviously there causing me some great concern as i keep thinking that if the images are there i will act on them when i don't want to i love my life as i have accepted it could be worse i could be in a wheel chair no offence ment
But know when i'm eating for example when i eaten chocolate as i felt peckish after eating it all i had the thought/image i had eaten something else and its always revolving around tablets......
and its the same if i drink out of bottles coca cola if i feel as if i have swallowed something while i have been drinking i start having horrible thoughts again revolving round tablets
i cant open drink cans fully as i feel the gap will be small so i don't have to worry
and i will say i have always been scared of tablets and antibiotic
And if i have the thoughts and cant remember what i was doing before hand again it will cause me to panic and my mind set will be: have i/ what if
please someone give me the ladder to get out this ditch i'm in
---------- Post added at 08:31 ---------- Previous post was at 08:25 ----------
Forgot to mention i have also got my family to move tablets somewhere else out of sight that's how much its affecting me