LadyH
13-08-14, 16:39
This will sound crazy, but I hate my leg & it's ruining my life!!
It constantly "rumbles" and aches in the thigh, It's smaller than the other leg (Proven by a doctor though he said in the normal range)
It has weird lumps and bumps & what feels like a hole in the muscle, all of which convinces me that my muscle there is wasting! And I undoubtedly have MND!
Grrrrrr!!!
Appointment with the doctor exactly 7 days ago- had a totally normal neuro exam, all my movements & reflexes are fine. But my damn leg just feels bizarre!!! I feel like I'm walking on it funny, I feel hobbly, it feels like jelly after exercise, and the constant rumbling in it never lets me forget about it!!!
And now this freaking hole in my muscle has appeared!!!! This is making me crazy.
Also the fact I've lost 6kg lately, and cannot see where from other than the leg, I've not lost weight anywhere else, the only thing that feels different is my leg.
It's still really strong though, I mean a ran a 10km in just under an hour on Sunday, yesterday at the gym I can seat press 35+KG's & hip abduct 45+KG's.
I am in the process of setting up to see a counselor which will hopefully start next week, can't wait for that, I need help & to unleash my crazy.
Could the "rumbling" feelings all be in my head? They've been here for about 2 weeks now,
The "dent"/"hole" in my muscle, what's that all about?
Still can't shake the feeling that I have MND, my body will slowly shut down around me, trapping me inside & I will die a horrendous and unthinkable death
Today is not a good day!!!!!!
:( :wacko:
It constantly "rumbles" and aches in the thigh, It's smaller than the other leg (Proven by a doctor though he said in the normal range)
It has weird lumps and bumps & what feels like a hole in the muscle, all of which convinces me that my muscle there is wasting! And I undoubtedly have MND!
Grrrrrr!!!
Appointment with the doctor exactly 7 days ago- had a totally normal neuro exam, all my movements & reflexes are fine. But my damn leg just feels bizarre!!! I feel like I'm walking on it funny, I feel hobbly, it feels like jelly after exercise, and the constant rumbling in it never lets me forget about it!!!
And now this freaking hole in my muscle has appeared!!!! This is making me crazy.
Also the fact I've lost 6kg lately, and cannot see where from other than the leg, I've not lost weight anywhere else, the only thing that feels different is my leg.
It's still really strong though, I mean a ran a 10km in just under an hour on Sunday, yesterday at the gym I can seat press 35+KG's & hip abduct 45+KG's.
I am in the process of setting up to see a counselor which will hopefully start next week, can't wait for that, I need help & to unleash my crazy.
Could the "rumbling" feelings all be in my head? They've been here for about 2 weeks now,
The "dent"/"hole" in my muscle, what's that all about?
Still can't shake the feeling that I have MND, my body will slowly shut down around me, trapping me inside & I will die a horrendous and unthinkable death
Today is not a good day!!!!!!
:( :wacko: