fallingstar
18-08-14, 05:13
Even with just getting back from what was a somewhat relaxing vacation in the mountains, I am still having health anxiety like crazy - causing sleeplessness, muscle aches and literally constant worry.
Been thinking about bone cancer lately because of a messed up ankle I have in addition to my sore back, neck, etc. Then I talk myself down, so why the heck does the thought just come right back into my head later, so convincingly throwing all my good common sense right out the window again?
I feel like I have an awful muscle disorder or a bone problem. More so muscle disorder. Last week I self diagnosed myself with fibromyalgia, thanks to google. Though I stay the hell away from google 360 days of the year, the other few I of course type and hit that search button. My symptoms keep coming up fibromyalgia.
Right now my neck muscles are killing me - I also have a mosquito or spider bite (non poisonous to the areas) that has gone down in size - it's right on my left jugular so it has been causing a TON of anxiety coupled with that sore neck pain and stiffness I've had. So, is it a muscle disorder or just a coincidence of too much tension in my muscles, a very innocent looking bug bite of 24 hours and a crappy bed and pillow last night? Or should I brace for the worst? Not asking people, just saying this is what I've been asking myself the past day. It's days like this that make me feel like such a loser, seriously. I need the hug section now - I seriously need a virtual hug today, ugh. Thanks for listening and if you've had the same or are having it, go ahead and let me know.
Been thinking about bone cancer lately because of a messed up ankle I have in addition to my sore back, neck, etc. Then I talk myself down, so why the heck does the thought just come right back into my head later, so convincingly throwing all my good common sense right out the window again?
I feel like I have an awful muscle disorder or a bone problem. More so muscle disorder. Last week I self diagnosed myself with fibromyalgia, thanks to google. Though I stay the hell away from google 360 days of the year, the other few I of course type and hit that search button. My symptoms keep coming up fibromyalgia.
Right now my neck muscles are killing me - I also have a mosquito or spider bite (non poisonous to the areas) that has gone down in size - it's right on my left jugular so it has been causing a TON of anxiety coupled with that sore neck pain and stiffness I've had. So, is it a muscle disorder or just a coincidence of too much tension in my muscles, a very innocent looking bug bite of 24 hours and a crappy bed and pillow last night? Or should I brace for the worst? Not asking people, just saying this is what I've been asking myself the past day. It's days like this that make me feel like such a loser, seriously. I need the hug section now - I seriously need a virtual hug today, ugh. Thanks for listening and if you've had the same or are having it, go ahead and let me know.