Wintear
20-08-14, 07:52
For the past two weeks, I've been experiencing broken sleep like never before. I'm getting only 2-4 hours each night. I feel so drained and weak though out every single day now.
I'm having constant vivid nightmares about either me dying or coming close to it or other people I care about either dying or moving on in life happier, more at peace and more successful than me and leaving me behind, all alone. It's mostly the horrible ones premised on death that I keep having to fight off, though.
I'll wake up immediately afterwards and my heart will be pounding out of my chest and racing to the point where I think it's either going to stop or explode. This will either take me directly into a really bad and long lasting panic attack or keep me wide awake for the rest of the night/day once I calm my heart rate down. It's also accompanied by this weird, uncomfortable adrenaline-like explosion sensation in the center of my chest and sternum area. It's so far beyond scary. It's absolutely frightening!!
It's driving me insane. I can't keep such a hectic and disturbing schedule like this up. I'm physically and psychologically running on E at this point
What's going on here?? Does ANYBODY know? I'm at my wits end and I'm so desperate for some answers....
Thank you all in advance... And be well!
During waking up/panic attacks :
-pounding/racing heart
-heart palpitations
-skipped beat sensation
-I shake violently like a leaf
-cold and clammy/sweaty palms and feet
-breathlessness
-tight chest
-depersonalization/derealization
-uncontrollable racing thoughts
-temporary paralyzed feeling
Somebody phase help?? :/ this is a living hell....
I'm having constant vivid nightmares about either me dying or coming close to it or other people I care about either dying or moving on in life happier, more at peace and more successful than me and leaving me behind, all alone. It's mostly the horrible ones premised on death that I keep having to fight off, though.
I'll wake up immediately afterwards and my heart will be pounding out of my chest and racing to the point where I think it's either going to stop or explode. This will either take me directly into a really bad and long lasting panic attack or keep me wide awake for the rest of the night/day once I calm my heart rate down. It's also accompanied by this weird, uncomfortable adrenaline-like explosion sensation in the center of my chest and sternum area. It's so far beyond scary. It's absolutely frightening!!
It's driving me insane. I can't keep such a hectic and disturbing schedule like this up. I'm physically and psychologically running on E at this point
What's going on here?? Does ANYBODY know? I'm at my wits end and I'm so desperate for some answers....
Thank you all in advance... And be well!
During waking up/panic attacks :
-pounding/racing heart
-heart palpitations
-skipped beat sensation
-I shake violently like a leaf
-cold and clammy/sweaty palms and feet
-breathlessness
-tight chest
-depersonalization/derealization
-uncontrollable racing thoughts
-temporary paralyzed feeling
Somebody phase help?? :/ this is a living hell....