airwolf451
22-12-06, 20:30
hey guys, can anyone help me find the comfort i need
its been a yr to the day since this all started
and im a bit down , as i was hoping that i wuod wake up today and it all would have just suddenly vanished.
the pains are all still there , ( all on my left side) the tension, around my neck, face, shoulder and breast area, sometimes like now its worse than others, feel like my bones are going to break
also tonight i started to shake internally and got a dry mouth and burning feeling, like heart burn in my chest
as we speak, my upper inner left arm hurts and the pain is going up into my face,
im not getting a fast heart rate or fast breathing, just all these other things.
tired talking to my mum and sis today and all i got was try not to think about it.
rang the er and they told me that i needed to see my Gp , alli wanted to know was could i comem in for an xray to rule out any damage that may be causing this constant tension and ache around my upper left side,
made me sick when they said contact your gp for long term probs, heck my gp looked at it and couldnt find anything.
i just feel scared, and want someone to tell me that its nothing serious, i guiding hand, to be there when i need it.
even took a diazapam and co-codamol (pain killer) with very little effect today, i have Zispan but as i had bad experiences with other meds im afraid to take it.
just wish i knew this was all just HA and GAD and a friend there to help me along the way, as it is i have no-one,
if i didnt pray i think i would be certafiable.
this is gonna sound selfish but i have spent my life being there and helping others when needed and now i find myself alone, even with jusy my mum and sister being in the house right now with me, she walked right past me, made tea and went into the other room and closed the door behind her, i dont know when i have last talked to her properly.
i really really really want to stop feeling like this and bringing everyone down with these posts that i write.
its been a yr to the day since this all started
and im a bit down , as i was hoping that i wuod wake up today and it all would have just suddenly vanished.
the pains are all still there , ( all on my left side) the tension, around my neck, face, shoulder and breast area, sometimes like now its worse than others, feel like my bones are going to break
also tonight i started to shake internally and got a dry mouth and burning feeling, like heart burn in my chest
as we speak, my upper inner left arm hurts and the pain is going up into my face,
im not getting a fast heart rate or fast breathing, just all these other things.
tired talking to my mum and sis today and all i got was try not to think about it.
rang the er and they told me that i needed to see my Gp , alli wanted to know was could i comem in for an xray to rule out any damage that may be causing this constant tension and ache around my upper left side,
made me sick when they said contact your gp for long term probs, heck my gp looked at it and couldnt find anything.
i just feel scared, and want someone to tell me that its nothing serious, i guiding hand, to be there when i need it.
even took a diazapam and co-codamol (pain killer) with very little effect today, i have Zispan but as i had bad experiences with other meds im afraid to take it.
just wish i knew this was all just HA and GAD and a friend there to help me along the way, as it is i have no-one,
if i didnt pray i think i would be certafiable.
this is gonna sound selfish but i have spent my life being there and helping others when needed and now i find myself alone, even with jusy my mum and sister being in the house right now with me, she walked right past me, made tea and went into the other room and closed the door behind her, i dont know when i have last talked to her properly.
i really really really want to stop feeling like this and bringing everyone down with these posts that i write.