TheWagon
22-08-14, 18:04
I've been a long-time sufferer of generalized anxiety. It began when I was about 16 or 17, when I was in high school, which also coincided with my parents divorce, and I never really talked to anyone about it. Mostly, I just internalized everything, and learned to cope as best I could. For many years, I had a kind of OCD about my breathing, always fixated on how I could never have a full day without concentrating on my breathing in one form or another. I still focus on my breathing, now in my mid-20s, and still have sensations of tightness in my chest, however, since I've lived like this for so many years, I've just learned to adapt to it as best I can.
Lately, my symptoms have been more pronounced. I've had difficulty sleeping for the past 6 months or so, which means I haven't been able to get into a full 8-10 hour sleep without disruption. I've also had some muscle twitching and feelings of tightness/"jello"/restlessness in my legs.
I've been happy to have found this wonderful website, as it has made me realize that there are hundreds and thousands of other people, such as myself, who battle with anxiety on an on-going basis. For a long time I've been too scared to open up to others about my anxiety. Perhaps because I live a fairly normal life (play sports, hold a university degree, work etc) I've been reluctant to share my difficulties with others. I should say, though, when I first noticed my shallow breathing, it of course worried me, and I saw a therapist, maybe 4 or 5 times, but I never continued. In hindsight, I think this was due to the fact that I was too scared and young in my teens to admit, even to a specialist, that I was struggling with what I now know were GAD symptoms. As many of you can certainly relate, it's a rather isolated feeling especially as an adolescent and young adult to realize that you're suffering from abnormal physical symptoms, when everyone around you (or so it seems), from friends and family, appear perfectly fine and worry free.
It seems that most people on this forum have bouts of anxiety or have just recently been struggling with it over the past few months. I'm wondering, though, if anyone else has been struggling with long-term anxiety, particularly chest tightness and breathing fixations, for several years without receiving any kind of professional help? I'm also interested to hear from those who did seek help, and the kinds of remedies that you preformed.
Hopefully this can be a thread where long-time sufferers of GAD can share their experiences and coping methods, and maybe, just maybe, even share a few success stories!
All the best.
Lately, my symptoms have been more pronounced. I've had difficulty sleeping for the past 6 months or so, which means I haven't been able to get into a full 8-10 hour sleep without disruption. I've also had some muscle twitching and feelings of tightness/"jello"/restlessness in my legs.
I've been happy to have found this wonderful website, as it has made me realize that there are hundreds and thousands of other people, such as myself, who battle with anxiety on an on-going basis. For a long time I've been too scared to open up to others about my anxiety. Perhaps because I live a fairly normal life (play sports, hold a university degree, work etc) I've been reluctant to share my difficulties with others. I should say, though, when I first noticed my shallow breathing, it of course worried me, and I saw a therapist, maybe 4 or 5 times, but I never continued. In hindsight, I think this was due to the fact that I was too scared and young in my teens to admit, even to a specialist, that I was struggling with what I now know were GAD symptoms. As many of you can certainly relate, it's a rather isolated feeling especially as an adolescent and young adult to realize that you're suffering from abnormal physical symptoms, when everyone around you (or so it seems), from friends and family, appear perfectly fine and worry free.
It seems that most people on this forum have bouts of anxiety or have just recently been struggling with it over the past few months. I'm wondering, though, if anyone else has been struggling with long-term anxiety, particularly chest tightness and breathing fixations, for several years without receiving any kind of professional help? I'm also interested to hear from those who did seek help, and the kinds of remedies that you preformed.
Hopefully this can be a thread where long-time sufferers of GAD can share their experiences and coping methods, and maybe, just maybe, even share a few success stories!
All the best.