Shammy
24-08-14, 17:02
I cant do this anymore.
I am in a constant state of anxiety and I hate it. I cant eat and I cant sleep anymore.
my parents just give me dirty looks and tell me to "snap" out of it. They threatened me today that if I dont get better soon they will be moving me back to their house (Most stressful thing I can think of, I hated it there)
I cant cope with their phone calls every day shouting at me that I should be shamed of myself because other people have cancer and THEY can cope fine and function normally so why cant I?
I keep getting told I am selfish and only thinking about myself (referencing to the fact I cant visit them or see them because of my extreme agoraphobia and anxiety)
I also keep getting told that because I am on medication I should be "fine"
I keep trying to explain how anxiety feels but they keep responding with the "other people have it worse"
Its making my life hell and honestly I just want to end it as soon as possible
I am in a constant state of anxiety and I hate it. I cant eat and I cant sleep anymore.
my parents just give me dirty looks and tell me to "snap" out of it. They threatened me today that if I dont get better soon they will be moving me back to their house (Most stressful thing I can think of, I hated it there)
I cant cope with their phone calls every day shouting at me that I should be shamed of myself because other people have cancer and THEY can cope fine and function normally so why cant I?
I keep getting told I am selfish and only thinking about myself (referencing to the fact I cant visit them or see them because of my extreme agoraphobia and anxiety)
I also keep getting told that because I am on medication I should be "fine"
I keep trying to explain how anxiety feels but they keep responding with the "other people have it worse"
Its making my life hell and honestly I just want to end it as soon as possible