looking4answers
23-12-06, 01:42
I have been feeling anxious for the last two days..just a real nervousness...But my pulse really isnt racing when Im feeling it.We live in a very rural place and have a nurse that lives close by that are good friends..I guess I have come to like the fact that she is close by or I can call and ask her if I get a little panic...I haven't yet but knowing she is close by and I could makes me feel better.I have been apprehensive all day both days she has been gone..Is this seperation anxiety of dependency on a person?Is is just the fact that I feel she is out of reach and im feeling a little scared?Has anyone else felt this way.I feel bad and tired and well im sure anyone that has read my recent post knows how I feel.I wont go into it..but does it seem logical I am a little anxious because of her gone?I just feel nervous and really can't seem to figure out why other than she is gone..so anyone have any ideas and if so how do you quit feeling like you are dependent on someone being availible to make sure you are ok..
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PRAYER FOR FREEDOM FROM SUFFERING
May all beings everywhere plagued
with sufferings of body and mind
quickly be freed from their illnesses.
May those frightened cease to be afraid,
and may those bound be free.
May the powerless find power,
and may people think of befriending each other.
May those who find themselves in trackless, fearful wilderness--
the children, the aged, the unprotected--
be guarded by beneficent celestials,
and may they swiftly attain Buddhahood.