Cambrian49
25-08-14, 16:14
Hi guys, not been on for a while as had been doing ok and channelling my obsessive brain to think weddings and not illnesses! Yesterday however I did my usual party trick of having too much wine and giving in to the temptation of smoking. I'm not a huge smoker - just now and again if I'm out - and I've Been doing quite well stopping myself from fagging it up every time I have a glass of wine. Nevertheless I gave In yesterday and now I feel so ashamed of myself and I am convinced I have lung cancer. My poor lungs feel a bit wheezy :( hoping it clears after a few days but in the back of my head I've crossed the line and those fags I had last night has kick started something incurable . What a idiot eh!!