Starstruck
04-09-14, 18:51
Basically I've been quite upset today, crying even over something not worth my time or energy.
Basically my boss (gay man) whom I've known almost 5 yrs I leaving to go on adoption leave.
There is 5 office staff, a small team. Whilst off on annual leave I heard he has arranged a going away meal one lunchtime (today). I asked a colleague why I wasn't invited and they shrugged an said maybe it because he thought u were off.
It came to the time and I asked what we were doing for lunch .
He replied, your getting a sandwich and I'm taking these out for dinner. I said how come I'm not going? He said it was because it was the last chance he would see them. I replied it's the last time you will see me too?
They all left and I was left in the office alone doing work. I hadn't been given time to get my lunch or or anyone to check I even had any as they were gone a couple hrs. I had I call an outside staff member to pick something up for me.
I have worked my ass off for this boss, committed To him , done loads I shouldn't have and there was me stressing about what we were doing for his leaving day??? Wtf!!!
I feel used, upset, and tearful and a fool if anything.
Is it me? All staff now I suffer with anxiety , not the extent but they know.
I feel so down about it.
:ohmy:
Basically my boss (gay man) whom I've known almost 5 yrs I leaving to go on adoption leave.
There is 5 office staff, a small team. Whilst off on annual leave I heard he has arranged a going away meal one lunchtime (today). I asked a colleague why I wasn't invited and they shrugged an said maybe it because he thought u were off.
It came to the time and I asked what we were doing for lunch .
He replied, your getting a sandwich and I'm taking these out for dinner. I said how come I'm not going? He said it was because it was the last chance he would see them. I replied it's the last time you will see me too?
They all left and I was left in the office alone doing work. I hadn't been given time to get my lunch or or anyone to check I even had any as they were gone a couple hrs. I had I call an outside staff member to pick something up for me.
I have worked my ass off for this boss, committed To him , done loads I shouldn't have and there was me stressing about what we were doing for his leaving day??? Wtf!!!
I feel used, upset, and tearful and a fool if anything.
Is it me? All staff now I suffer with anxiety , not the extent but they know.
I feel so down about it.
:ohmy: