Hemps
06-09-14, 13:07
So tired of ups and downs. Take Effexor XR, diazepam and ziplicone.
I have been like this for over a year. Effexor is third antidepressant. I have had relapses in the past, but can't nip this one in the butt. Life is a lot more stressful and I am trying to reduce this as much as possible, but sometimes I just feel so desperate to feel better again.
Like right now my husband has to take my little boy to hospital as it is the middle of the night, and he has a freaky cough and cant breath. I have had diazepam and ziplicone and can't drive. So now I am sitting here as a wreck not knowing what is happening and needing to know he is okay.
I want rid of these drugs but feel I need them at present to get me through. I only want to be on an antidepressant.
Sorry just so frustrating!
I have been like this for over a year. Effexor is third antidepressant. I have had relapses in the past, but can't nip this one in the butt. Life is a lot more stressful and I am trying to reduce this as much as possible, but sometimes I just feel so desperate to feel better again.
Like right now my husband has to take my little boy to hospital as it is the middle of the night, and he has a freaky cough and cant breath. I have had diazepam and ziplicone and can't drive. So now I am sitting here as a wreck not knowing what is happening and needing to know he is okay.
I want rid of these drugs but feel I need them at present to get me through. I only want to be on an antidepressant.
Sorry just so frustrating!