ShaunRyder
08-09-14, 21:43
Firstly, hello to everyone I am new here, was reading through a few posts and looks a great place!
So, i've suffered HA for about a year and a half, I am on 20mg anti depressants and attend counselling.
Saturday was my brothers wedding, so I had a few too drinks(ok a few too many, I know I shouldnt) on the Sunday was the usual hangover etc. But today, has been horrid, I feel like i've had a headache(But i'm not sure if i do?) I have felt sick, shakey, and just feel confused. My head just sort of feels a bit tight and just a weird feeling, It took me all day to shake all this off and started to feel calm and relaxed, a few hours later I found two ulcers in my mouth, one white and one red, and boom, I am now thinking mouth cancer, I have started to panic and get anxious and now the feeling of head feeling weird, shakey and confusion has come back on so now i think I also have a brain tumour and mouth cancer.
I cannot relax and just pacing around the house thinking that I will go to the doctors tomorrow, get sent to hospital for tests and be diagnosed with something! Deep down I know, all it is is maybe the drink from Saturday, and the ulcers are just well.. ulcers. But I cannot convince my self and I am adamant something bad is going to happen to me and I will be dead in a few months.
My anxiety came on about two years because of a year long court case I was involved in, losing my job and splitting with my girlfriend of 5 years all in the space of 6 months, it was getting better until 3 weeks ago my other brother was sectioned in hospital for psychosis so am really worried about him, but I dont think my symptoms are related to stress or anxiety, I believe I am ill and not long too live. What can I do??
So, i've suffered HA for about a year and a half, I am on 20mg anti depressants and attend counselling.
Saturday was my brothers wedding, so I had a few too drinks(ok a few too many, I know I shouldnt) on the Sunday was the usual hangover etc. But today, has been horrid, I feel like i've had a headache(But i'm not sure if i do?) I have felt sick, shakey, and just feel confused. My head just sort of feels a bit tight and just a weird feeling, It took me all day to shake all this off and started to feel calm and relaxed, a few hours later I found two ulcers in my mouth, one white and one red, and boom, I am now thinking mouth cancer, I have started to panic and get anxious and now the feeling of head feeling weird, shakey and confusion has come back on so now i think I also have a brain tumour and mouth cancer.
I cannot relax and just pacing around the house thinking that I will go to the doctors tomorrow, get sent to hospital for tests and be diagnosed with something! Deep down I know, all it is is maybe the drink from Saturday, and the ulcers are just well.. ulcers. But I cannot convince my self and I am adamant something bad is going to happen to me and I will be dead in a few months.
My anxiety came on about two years because of a year long court case I was involved in, losing my job and splitting with my girlfriend of 5 years all in the space of 6 months, it was getting better until 3 weeks ago my other brother was sectioned in hospital for psychosis so am really worried about him, but I dont think my symptoms are related to stress or anxiety, I believe I am ill and not long too live. What can I do??