peach
27-12-06, 08:33
hello all,
i hope you are all haveing a better time than i am,...
my stupid throat lump is still ingering....sometimes i cant feel it, instead its half mutated now to just a feeling i cant get enough breath..is this normal???? i even had one day where i actually had a totally normal throat!!!! can you beleive it!!! i was so happy that day..then it came back when i had a pregnancy scare, and has not gone away for the last 3 days..ughhhhhh....even though i know im not pregnant now...
my nights are bad too, my partner and i are currently staying with relatives interstate for the week, and im waking up through the night with feelings of a panic attack coming on, and feeling hot and sick...at the time i swear something is wrong....i wish i could just enjoy my holiday, and be ok in public places..its so busy out there now!!! and have a good sleep, and stop freaking out about my stupid stupid throat...from what my doc has said, and most of what ive googled, its not cancer..but funny how we read 20 positives, and one negative, and its the negative we tend to beleive more then the all the other evidence...my doc said i need this holiday too...i guess, i just want some assurance...and a hug....happy new year to you all....and i really hope you are all relaxing and ignoring this awful awful thing we suffer...
i hope you are all haveing a better time than i am,...
my stupid throat lump is still ingering....sometimes i cant feel it, instead its half mutated now to just a feeling i cant get enough breath..is this normal???? i even had one day where i actually had a totally normal throat!!!! can you beleive it!!! i was so happy that day..then it came back when i had a pregnancy scare, and has not gone away for the last 3 days..ughhhhhh....even though i know im not pregnant now...
my nights are bad too, my partner and i are currently staying with relatives interstate for the week, and im waking up through the night with feelings of a panic attack coming on, and feeling hot and sick...at the time i swear something is wrong....i wish i could just enjoy my holiday, and be ok in public places..its so busy out there now!!! and have a good sleep, and stop freaking out about my stupid stupid throat...from what my doc has said, and most of what ive googled, its not cancer..but funny how we read 20 positives, and one negative, and its the negative we tend to beleive more then the all the other evidence...my doc said i need this holiday too...i guess, i just want some assurance...and a hug....happy new year to you all....and i really hope you are all relaxing and ignoring this awful awful thing we suffer...