DoubtfulDarling
16-09-14, 14:51
Hi everyone! :)
I hope you're all well.
I'm here because I was diagnosed when I was 19 with depression, GAD, panic disorder and OCD.
I went through a difficult couple of years with medication and therapy but I managed to come out the other side.
I also got a new boyfriend at the beginning part of this year and he's the most amazing person I've ever been with.
I was working full time, I left my job to start as a PA and they changed the job role two months ago which has left me out of work.
Since being out of work, I've began to experience what I would call "minor lapses" I.E. the feelings of not being good enough, wanting to give up, intrusive thoughts, doubting myself and my OCD has come back to tell people my thoughts (true or false) when they come back into my head to avoid the feeling of panic.
I've managed over the last couple of days to keep my thoughts to myself as they were upsetting my partner, and as we all know, OCD thoughts 99.9% of the time are NOT true. They like to play with your mind, so I've been laughing them off because they're absolute rubbish.
Is what I'm experiencing normal? Like, should I be feeling the way I do? And should my OCD have come back due to the major changes in my life? My sister has also moved away in the last week too an hour away which has been change too and I do not deal well with change...
Can anyone relate?
Thank you!
DD
I hope you're all well.
I'm here because I was diagnosed when I was 19 with depression, GAD, panic disorder and OCD.
I went through a difficult couple of years with medication and therapy but I managed to come out the other side.
I also got a new boyfriend at the beginning part of this year and he's the most amazing person I've ever been with.
I was working full time, I left my job to start as a PA and they changed the job role two months ago which has left me out of work.
Since being out of work, I've began to experience what I would call "minor lapses" I.E. the feelings of not being good enough, wanting to give up, intrusive thoughts, doubting myself and my OCD has come back to tell people my thoughts (true or false) when they come back into my head to avoid the feeling of panic.
I've managed over the last couple of days to keep my thoughts to myself as they were upsetting my partner, and as we all know, OCD thoughts 99.9% of the time are NOT true. They like to play with your mind, so I've been laughing them off because they're absolute rubbish.
Is what I'm experiencing normal? Like, should I be feeling the way I do? And should my OCD have come back due to the major changes in my life? My sister has also moved away in the last week too an hour away which has been change too and I do not deal well with change...
Can anyone relate?
Thank you!
DD