ohwell123
19-09-14, 08:03
hi after my first panic attack 1 year ago I was obv convinced for the next 6 months id done my heart in and promptly became a cardiophobe?.... and every little twinge sent me off like a scalded cat anyway I have got over that a little bit with tests etc and due to beta blockers no longer have actual panic attacks but whats really getting me down is the manifestation of the anxiety...
I now can go random places and suddenly feel like im going to faint, or my vision goes blurry I jolt out of bed at night rubber face feeling at times in the day if its not one thing its another I must have had the symptoms of 350 serious medical conditions in the last month I had a chat with my doc yesterday and explained to him I have no external stressors my life job etc is great but it gets me down when just as I think todays going good BANG...
anyway on a positive note this time last year I was using cocaine to cure all my problems it doesn't work it ruins your life I haven't touched any kind of drug in a year and now see my daughter 3 times a week and I have my first hours training to be a pilot this weekend... so was the panic attack a good thing and im just paying for it now its food for thought better to be here I suppose:yesyes: kris
I now can go random places and suddenly feel like im going to faint, or my vision goes blurry I jolt out of bed at night rubber face feeling at times in the day if its not one thing its another I must have had the symptoms of 350 serious medical conditions in the last month I had a chat with my doc yesterday and explained to him I have no external stressors my life job etc is great but it gets me down when just as I think todays going good BANG...
anyway on a positive note this time last year I was using cocaine to cure all my problems it doesn't work it ruins your life I haven't touched any kind of drug in a year and now see my daughter 3 times a week and I have my first hours training to be a pilot this weekend... so was the panic attack a good thing and im just paying for it now its food for thought better to be here I suppose:yesyes: kris