Katie_cupcakes
26-09-14, 00:18
Hi - me again :(
Iv tried to avoid posting here because I have posted a lot of things which sound ridiculous reading them back a few months later. I'm sure this will be another one of those, but I'm worried, so Im back.
I was feeling really unwell back in March through to June, I had loads of symptoms and no Dr could diagnose me, but I was really really ill, I had to leave my job. My own self diagnosing ranged from hiv, candida, gallstones, pancreatic cancer and hepatitis.
Because the Dr couldn't tell me why I felt so ill I feel like those things could all still be the reason, I haven't felt 100% since. Something I noticed at the time was my nail beds becoming very pale. Two thirds of my nail bed is white and the top bit is pink, iv also had a recurring yellow tongue that I have to brush several times a day. I haven't seen my tongue a normal colour for months.
Recently I have found that my bones and muscles seem to be weaker than usual, and this is what's concerning me right now. I walked 2 miles the other night, which is not far for me (I'm used to climbing mountains) and for the last couple days my shin has been in agony. I find it really unusual that i have got this pain from a short walk. I was dancing at my brothers wedding 2 weeks ago and the next day my muscles were in agony. Iv done a lot of dancing before and never hsd this problem. So i currently have this obsession that I must have some kind of cancer that's been undiagnosed and it's spread to my bones. Either that or some kind of disease that's going to leave me wheelchair bound. I was at my Dr a couple weeks ago about rib pain that iv had for months now and he just said it will be muscular and prescribed ibuprofen. I feel like if i tell him about this he will just think it's in my head. I can't help but think the rib pain will have something to do with everything else going on.
I need to stop talking this has rambled on for far too long. I guess im just looking for a sympathetic pat on the head or someone to tell me I'm being ridiculous.
Iv tried to avoid posting here because I have posted a lot of things which sound ridiculous reading them back a few months later. I'm sure this will be another one of those, but I'm worried, so Im back.
I was feeling really unwell back in March through to June, I had loads of symptoms and no Dr could diagnose me, but I was really really ill, I had to leave my job. My own self diagnosing ranged from hiv, candida, gallstones, pancreatic cancer and hepatitis.
Because the Dr couldn't tell me why I felt so ill I feel like those things could all still be the reason, I haven't felt 100% since. Something I noticed at the time was my nail beds becoming very pale. Two thirds of my nail bed is white and the top bit is pink, iv also had a recurring yellow tongue that I have to brush several times a day. I haven't seen my tongue a normal colour for months.
Recently I have found that my bones and muscles seem to be weaker than usual, and this is what's concerning me right now. I walked 2 miles the other night, which is not far for me (I'm used to climbing mountains) and for the last couple days my shin has been in agony. I find it really unusual that i have got this pain from a short walk. I was dancing at my brothers wedding 2 weeks ago and the next day my muscles were in agony. Iv done a lot of dancing before and never hsd this problem. So i currently have this obsession that I must have some kind of cancer that's been undiagnosed and it's spread to my bones. Either that or some kind of disease that's going to leave me wheelchair bound. I was at my Dr a couple weeks ago about rib pain that iv had for months now and he just said it will be muscular and prescribed ibuprofen. I feel like if i tell him about this he will just think it's in my head. I can't help but think the rib pain will have something to do with everything else going on.
I need to stop talking this has rambled on for far too long. I guess im just looking for a sympathetic pat on the head or someone to tell me I'm being ridiculous.