Jabberwoxx
25-10-14, 12:50
I've had this horrible fear mainly since I've been with my boyfriend of nearly 3 years.
It started off where he had lots of problems with his heart and had to have loads of tests, and if he didn't text back for a while or hadn't replied I would get so terrified he had suddenly ''died'' in his sleep or something :'( It doesn't help I've already got a fear of Sudden Adult Death Syndrome, and I worry he could've just gone in his sleep or something.
We're both in university and it's happened so many times and people around me have told me how ridiculous it is when I sit around crying if he hasn't replied for a lengthy amount of time. It's happened again, he hasn't replied for 15 hours and I'm just sitting here crying. He suffers pain a lot, and I know he's had lots of tests and is fine, but a part of me can't help but think something awful has happened, it's like I'm grieving him already!!!
Can anyone else relate to this? :'(
It started off where he had lots of problems with his heart and had to have loads of tests, and if he didn't text back for a while or hadn't replied I would get so terrified he had suddenly ''died'' in his sleep or something :'( It doesn't help I've already got a fear of Sudden Adult Death Syndrome, and I worry he could've just gone in his sleep or something.
We're both in university and it's happened so many times and people around me have told me how ridiculous it is when I sit around crying if he hasn't replied for a lengthy amount of time. It's happened again, he hasn't replied for 15 hours and I'm just sitting here crying. He suffers pain a lot, and I know he's had lots of tests and is fine, but a part of me can't help but think something awful has happened, it's like I'm grieving him already!!!
Can anyone else relate to this? :'(