johnno
02-11-14, 20:01
Its happened again. I barely ever drink but when I do its fair to say, I go insane and very unpredictable to the point it scares me.
yesterday I was having a really good day and felt a sense of optimism. So in good spirit I made the fatal error of popping into a bar for a 'quick drink'. Quick drink quickly became a session and I ended up getting arrested. I'm absolutely gutted and disappointed in myself. I seem to dig myself into holes and make my life much harder for myself. I've been in cell all day but I've felt utterly depressed and ashamed. I could hit myself for falling for it again.
I woke up with a dread and worried what I'm going to do. I am now on bail so won't be able to work and will probably lose my flat. I'm so pissed off with myself. Another struggle to get my life on the straight again. Its amazing how one choice can completely ruin your life.
yesterday I was having a really good day and felt a sense of optimism. So in good spirit I made the fatal error of popping into a bar for a 'quick drink'. Quick drink quickly became a session and I ended up getting arrested. I'm absolutely gutted and disappointed in myself. I seem to dig myself into holes and make my life much harder for myself. I've been in cell all day but I've felt utterly depressed and ashamed. I could hit myself for falling for it again.
I woke up with a dread and worried what I'm going to do. I am now on bail so won't be able to work and will probably lose my flat. I'm so pissed off with myself. Another struggle to get my life on the straight again. Its amazing how one choice can completely ruin your life.