TheGreatPretender
02-01-07, 22:31
I guess it's social anx i have,was diagnosed by an idiot GP who didn't really help or have to much time 4 me,I briefly explained my problem and got thrown on antidepressants 4 a short time,obviously didn't help,this was when i was bout say 21.
My problem is like walking up in2 town for shopping whatever and seeing people i used to hang around with or used to know etc,don't go up the pub very often 4 same reasons,also meeting new people can be hard nowadays.It's just 2 easy to keep saying no 2 invites all the time and stay in.Yeah like being in shopping queues makes me really selfconcious 4 eg.I get embarrassed now and again which i guess is normal but it's like cause I'm a 25 yr old man it's not acceptable which ofc make it an issue..
When i was younger i used 2 smoke alot of dope.I was 15/16 Just what we all did around here.I quit at 19,during this time was when i started to change.I have only my self to blame and i regret that alot.
Recently I've been getting so frustrated of it all so looked for help.No1 knows what i'm going through,not friends or family.I'm responsible for sorting this mess out my self so thats what I'm doing right now.
Seeing a hypnotherapist/psychologist atm,had about 10 sessions so far,CBT suggestive and progressive theropy.There are a few issues with my dad when i was a kid(just really hard on me) that he blames and dismisses my dope theory.Guess it's a bit of both tbh.My biggest hang up is meeting a girl which atm seems impossible.
My problem is like walking up in2 town for shopping whatever and seeing people i used to hang around with or used to know etc,don't go up the pub very often 4 same reasons,also meeting new people can be hard nowadays.It's just 2 easy to keep saying no 2 invites all the time and stay in.Yeah like being in shopping queues makes me really selfconcious 4 eg.I get embarrassed now and again which i guess is normal but it's like cause I'm a 25 yr old man it's not acceptable which ofc make it an issue..
When i was younger i used 2 smoke alot of dope.I was 15/16 Just what we all did around here.I quit at 19,during this time was when i started to change.I have only my self to blame and i regret that alot.
Recently I've been getting so frustrated of it all so looked for help.No1 knows what i'm going through,not friends or family.I'm responsible for sorting this mess out my self so thats what I'm doing right now.
Seeing a hypnotherapist/psychologist atm,had about 10 sessions so far,CBT suggestive and progressive theropy.There are a few issues with my dad when i was a kid(just really hard on me) that he blames and dismisses my dope theory.Guess it's a bit of both tbh.My biggest hang up is meeting a girl which atm seems impossible.